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I want to get rid of this crime. I really regret it.

When I was in elementary school, I saw women's underwear on my smartphone, which triggered me to become a so-called panchilla fetishist.

Also, there is that,
Out of sheer luck, I took a voyeur of a woman's skirt, and I've photographed many women until now. It'll be fine if they don't find out. no one found out anyway. I thought so.

But recently, I did the worst thing. I realized that it was something to do with the future, so I washed my feet.

However, what I did is true, and it's something that won't go away, so I was thinking of making amends for that crime from now on, but I just recently did it again. Also, my opponent found out, and I'm freaked out every day wondering when they will be arrested.

It's my fault that I did this, but I'm really saddened by this again and I regret it. I swear I'll never do it, and I'll try to be fair.

What can I do to atone for this crime? I feel like I'm not going to be happy. I am like this, but will the Buddha lend a helping hand?

4 Zen Responses

It's not a story

> I realized that it was something to do with the future
> I wonder when they will be arrested
There is no feeling of apology for the other person at all. It's called making amends with this, but in the end, it's self-preservation.
Try to imagine how the other person will feel. If you do that, you shouldn't be asking this question.
Be prepared to live for the rest of your life. It's not such an easy act to be forgiven. Never do it again.

Please reflect deeply!

I read it.
I read how you are very worried.
What you have done is a sin, and a crime.
Please be fully aware that this is a crime committed by ignoring the other party's human rights.
And please sincerely reflect on it. Please take a firm look back at yourself, reflect deeply, and repent your sins to God, Buddha, and your ancestors in your heart.
Then, please apologize from the bottom of your heart to those you have hurt. I probably don't know who it is, but please apologize sincerely.

Also, please swear firmly and honestly to God, Buddha, your ancestors, and those you have hurt that you will never do the same thing again from now on.

I sincerely hope and pray that you will firmly face the crime you have committed, sincerely repent and reflect, and never commit a similar crime again.

Repentance (repentance) is confessing what you have done as it is without concealing it. Please tell me from the bottom of my heart.

Sins should be made up for.

Shouldn't we go to the police? I think so. I think they should be punished appropriately for that. Since they are minors, their names don't appear in newspapers, etc., and I don't know what's going on with the nuisance prevention regulations. There's probably nothing you can do about that proclivity, so when you turn 18, the time will come when you make them post it in AV. Why don't you talk to the police first? #9110の番号にかけると警察の24時間相談電話に繋がりますよ。

How to control sexual desire.

Hello, Na-san.

You're struggling with sexual desire, aren't you? I was worried too (laughs), and I'm still worried.
However, sexual desire is an instinct as a human being, so there's nothing you can do about it.
How to control it is the rule for living in a human society.
They have panty fetishes, but each person develops sexual habits, so it's not strange that they feel ecstasy there, but if you put that into action, it's out, isn't it? because it's a crime.

What is important is how to control that sexual desire. I think it's hard to hold back when you're young, but it won't go away, so please develop the ability to control yourself without losing sight of yourself due to sexual desire while putting up with it or masturbating.

Since sexual desire is an instinct, it is also a force for human life. If sexual desire is lost, humanity will perish. In Buddhism, sexual desire is also viewed as one of the Bodhisattvas. If that power is used in the right way, it has a history of expressing it as literature, or as art, or music. It's different from the direction you solved with Panchira voyeurism, isn't it? (lol).
Most men have struggled with sexual desire. Try learning how to control your sexual desires from many seniors in your life. Studying when I was a student is also studying for that purpose.

Good luck!