I want to get rid of this crime. I really regret it.
When I was in elementary school, I saw women's underwear on my smartphone, which triggered me to become a so-called panchilla fetishist.
Also, there is that,
Out of sheer luck, I took a voyeur of a woman's skirt, and I've photographed many women until now. It'll be fine if they don't find out. no one found out anyway. I thought so.
But recently, I did the worst thing. I realized that it was something to do with the future, so I washed my feet.
However, what I did is true, and it's something that won't go away, so I was thinking of making amends for that crime from now on, but I just recently did it again. Also, my opponent found out, and I'm freaked out every day wondering when they will be arrested.
It's my fault that I did this, but I'm really saddened by this again and I regret it. I swear I'll never do it, and I'll try to be fair.
What can I do to atone for this crime? I feel like I'm not going to be happy. I am like this, but will the Buddha lend a helping hand?
