hasunoha

I want to die but I can't

I want to die, but I'm too afraid to die.
It's so much harder to be alive, and it's hard to keep living like this, but I can't even die.
It's hard to change even if I think it will get even a little better.
I don't even know what would change and how I would like to live.
I've managed to live my life by putting off the feeling that I want to die anyway, with only 1 year left, only 6 months left, until 2020, or at least until 2019, and at least until tomorrow, but I'm really at my limit.
How many times should I face the feeling that I want to die? That's already a lot.
The pain of not being able to die even if you want to.
What should I do.

3 Zen Responses

I'm always waiting

I read it.
I read your feelings so painful that I almost died. I can't understand all of your feelings, but I truly understand your pain.
If possible, ask the Buddha to listen to that painful feeling, put your hands on the Buddha in your heart, face it, and slowly and clearly convey your feelings just the way you are.
The Buddha will always listen to your thoughts as they are, and he will accept all of your thoughts. And it takes away your painful feelings little by little. When it's hard, please put your hands together and tell the Buddha.
Also, please make use of this place etc.
Please share your thoughts here to the extent possible. We always want to hear what you think. I sincerely hope that as you talk about your feelings, it will gradually become easier. You are already connected here too, and you are connected to the Buddha and various things.
Living is very difficult, but we can live together while helping each other in the midst of so many connections.
I sincerely pray that you will continue to live peacefully and peacefully in your relationships with many people.
And I'm always waiting for you.

[Obsession]

“The pain of not being able to die even if you want to die”
“What should I do”
Obsession with begging for nothing... the basis of Buddhism is that this is a book of suffering.

Well, I have no choice but to give up on dying now and live until I die someday.

What many people think “I can't die but I want to die”

The title “I can't die but I want to die” just reverses the words before and after “I want to die but I can't die,” but the meaning is different. I think many people experience the thought “I can't die, but I want to die.” Buddhism explains that “this world is painful.” This is because there is nothing in this world that I can own forever. Therefore, many people think, “If I had this kind of life, I would like to die.” I, too, have felt this way. At that time, it was the teachings of Buddhism that suppressed my feelings. If I hadn't had an encounter with Buddhism in my life, I don't think I would be where I am now.

Now, I don't know exactly what you think “I want to die but I can't die,” but please use this site called hasunoha over and over again. The reason why this site has been picked up in the mass media these days is because everyone is suffering. You don't need to hold back. We would also like to respond while being close to our consultants.