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I began to worry about the world after death

I'm in middle school
Recently, I often worry about the world after death.
When I looked it up on the internet, it says that if you take your life, you will go to hell, and I'm very worried.
I have committed many misdeeds, such as taking my life and stealing. There are a lot of things we notice.
Can I still recover even if I'm like this? I want to enjoy my future life, but I'm very worried.
I would like some advice
 
 

3 Zen Responses

Far from being possible, recovery starts now.

We can still recover a lot from now on, so let's be grateful to others and live a way of being appreciated by others.
There are various contradictions in how to live in this world, and the question is how to live in such circumstances. You should move forward while reflecting.

There is no denying the world after death, and there are many books, but after all, you won't know the end until that time has arrived.
Just as we don't really understand things before we are born, the truth is that we don't really understand the world after death. I think this is because it is an area that we cannot understand (depth, size, time, space, transcends dimensions). But maybe you actually know it, but maybe it's a mechanism that makes you forget it.

To eat other lives is to live.

Things that have life
I have to eat it by stealing other lives
I can't maintain my life.
That kind of sinful thing
The most important thing is a human being.
It's me.
Trying to reduce such crimes even a little
I was able to cook vegetarian food
There is no change in stealing the lives of plants.

It is the Buddha who saves us who are so sinful.
I have no choice but to admire such thankful power (other power).

While having that kind of thought
It is important to live life with regret and gratitude.

Isogeisugeisuge

“I have done a lot of misdeeds”
that guy is crazy. At this rate, it's like going to hell.

“Can I still recover even if I'm like this?”
Buddhism has been preached and passed down so that people like you can recover perfectly. Not limited to you, every living thing is living a life where tomorrow is unknown. you too are going to be in trouble if you don't recover quickly, right?

[In Buddhism, saying tomorrow is something to seriously wait for. [When it comes to Buddhism, hurry up]
“Rennyo Shonin Gojiro Chronicles”
It seems that Rennyo Shonin of the Jodo Shinshu sect made everyone's mouth sour from time to time and said this.

You're in a hurry too!! hurry up!!