People make a fool of me when I talk about Buddhism.
I began to be interested in sutras at the end of last year, and I have changed every verse of the sutras to the current language so that it is easy to understand with my smartphone and electronic dictionary by my side.
I've always liked classical music, and there are places where I'm drawn to kanji and words, so I can't help but enjoy this work.
It was when I was reading Shinran's book to understand the historical background.
I happened to find that book by an acquaintance, and they said, “You're reading a strange book,” so what about reading the sutras
In the first sentence, it was cut out, “I don't think religion is necessary,” and “it's because trying to read sutras in an easy-to-understand manner is really, really gross.”
It's not like I was denied making sutras easier to understand, but every time we met (about once a week), “A Buddhist bastard has come!” or “I don't feel like people who believe in Buddhism.”
What was clearly said was, “If you talk about Buddhism, you think it's changed, and it seems crazy, so you should stop it.”
I'm not just talking about Buddhism, and we should believe in the Buddha! I never emphasized that out loud.
However, I was only talking about reading Shinran's book and that I would be grateful (Buddha or Amida) if someone who wasn't a parent, sibling, or acquaintance would always watch over me and save me.
My first high school daughter also misunderstood me, and when I was reading a print I used to practice vocalization called “Hoshoji,” which I received from my teacher at the reading aloud meeting
“Stop sharing sutras in the house!!”
I was told to explain something different
“I made a mistake because I was reading sutras and listening to pujas in the house and doing all the disgusting things!” I was horrified.
For me, I think Buddhism is a source of emotional support for both children and adults.
But that doesn't mean I have enough knowledge to assert that, I don't go to a temple anywhere, and I'm just having fun reading the sutras, so it's not persuasive.
An acquaintance I talked about earlier also made a fool of me by saying, “Buddhism, Buddhism is extremely strange here, isn't it?” and said, “Please don't really get me involved!” I'm reminded of that.
Is devoting one's heart to Buddhism through sutras such a strange thing as being completely denied by others?
It's been a long time, but thank you for your support.
