The story before death

Hello, nice to meet you.

I'm asking, “What filial piety can parents do from now until death.”
That is probably living until you have reached the end of your life.
There is no greater act of filial piety.

If filial piety is less than this, let's do it.
・Buy something and give it as a gift
・Write a letter of thanks so far
And so on, you might be able to think of various things.

However, there is a tens of thousands of times greater gap between such trivial matters and having your own life. What parents want above all else is for their children to live.

“I've lived my life being loved so much. I can imagine my parents crying.”
If you are concerned about filial piety, please live.

I told my parents, “At the same time as feeling sorry, strong hatred is also born.”

I don't know the details. However, human love and hate are one. There is hatred that cannot be understood or accepted only because you love it. And it is precisely because of that hatred that we want them to be accepted, acknowledged, and loved. Do you have this much love and hate for others? It's proof that it's because they are people who split their blood. It's not just that I love you with beautiful feelings.

Among the reasons you committed suicide, it is mentioned that “when you think about the death of a family member, you get very scared, and maybe it's better to die first.” You probably love your family. If you can't live for yourself, why don't you at least live for your family?

It says, “I've never enjoyed being with others until now.”
So what about family?
Is there nothing?

“Reincarnation” originally has a negative meaning where problem solving is postponed or carried over. As long as you don't face the problem, as you say, “it will surely be the same as you get older.” It depends on you.

Now is the time for you to face it.
It's now with my parents' love and hate.
It's now with my inner self.

I think that what we have built up now means living.
I can't stop hoping that you can leave your inner conflict as it is and face what you need to do first.

-Postscript-
Thank you very much for your reply.

“Of course, I know that my life is filial piety. But that's no good.”

I can't answer here due to the character limit, but please tell me the translation again.

Hasunoha's answer monks are waiting for your consultation.

In the next relationship

I read your consultation. You're in the midst of so much suffering that you're ready to die, aren't you? I salute you for your hard work in it.

Well, it's already a year, but there's still another year left. It's a great relationship, so why don't you spend a year leaving your certificate at Hasunoha?

Check your progress so far and think about your future steps.

There is the question of whether or not there is reincarnation, and if so, what kind of thing it is, but in reality, do you have memories of your previous life? That's it.

If not, now is the time for you to check yourself, and you won't be able to regret it enough.

It's hard being alone, isn't it? How about together?

It doesn't matter if it's a silly story. We look forward to seeing you again.

I read it.
Thank you so much for your precious relationship, so please let us know your thoughts here as well.
We look forward to welcoming you.
We wholeheartedly agree

What should I do to do filial piety, right?
All humans suffer when their sense of self-affirmation is weak.
This is because I have a sense of pride that makes me want to think that I'm wonderful and that I'm not wrong.
So, first, let's give your parents a sense of self-affirmation that makes them feel comfortable saying “I wasn't wrong.”
The ideal is for parents not to blame themselves for “my child-rearing was wrong,” even if you took the lead.
First, you should praise your parents and express your gratitude to them every day.
Next, there's also Bakko Yoraku.
In other words, let's reduce parents' worries and suffering, and give parents something to be happy and enjoy.
Time is short, but conversely, it's a short time, so I had the last spurt of my life with the momentum of falling down to the goal.
If you use Namu Amida Buddha and Nembutsu, the next life will be a pure paradise, so there's no need to worry about the future.
Please enjoy the present day by day.
Note that most suicidal thoughts are due to “depression.”
If you receive treatment at a medical institution, there is a possibility that you won't want to die, so why not get a medical examination just in case?