I had my ribs broken off. divorce? Am I slow?

Thank you so much for your help.
I would like to ask for your help this time as well.
We've been married for less than 2 years.
When we first started dating, he was kind. However, since I became pregnant, we have had constant fights. Get out of the house in the midst of a storm against my heavy weight! They go on a rant, and even when they go on a trip somewhere, they just end up fighting and ending uncomfortably.
When I'm in a good mood, I'm cooperative with childcare and housework. Therefore, as much as possible, I came out bad and apologized, walked up to them, and appeased them so as not to get angry. However, he has a pretty short temper and complains a lot. When I can't stand it either, I just say it back violently.
Also, we got into a fight yesterday over a trivial matter, and I was already having a hard time, so I ignored it.
Then, when I opened the door this morning, he was on the other side and hit the door. He thought I had hit it on purpose, so he waved his fist and hit him. He was hit multiple times in the face and stomach. My ribs are also cracked. However, I did it again. They resisted by hitting and kicking. I also contacted the police and it almost became important, but they said they needed time to calm down, so I'm leaving today and living for a while. My real mother, let's put up with it. Since my child is only one year old, they are persuading me that it is really difficult to raise them as a single mother. I agree with you. However, I can't forgive dabbling in women. I know it's both a fight and a loss when they fight back, but the face of the opponent who suddenly hit me is burning into my mind. I've never been hit by a man until now, so I'm shocked.
I'm at a loss as to whether to put up with the child first, put up with it, and live my life as before, or whether I'm going to raise my child alone. It's been a long post, but someone please respond. You really need an objective opinion.
Thank you for your kind attention.