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I was harassed at work and suffered, became depressed, and was driven to the point where I was forced to retire... it's really painful...
I hope you can heal your heartbreak while gaining understanding and support from those around you to overcome depression without blaming yourself too much.
There is no denying the feeling that a bad image has taken precedence in the way people use it, but correctly, it is the “law of causality,” where all things and things in this world, including good and bad things, have results based on causality (cause and condition).
There is no cause, and even though no conditions are met, it is impossible for an effect to occur.
For example, even though no seeds have been sown, flowers will not bloom, and even if seeds are sown, no flowers will bloom even if they are scattered in places where there are no conditions such as soil, nutrients, water, or light.
Also, even if the conditions for soil, nutrients, water, and light are right, flowers will not bloom without seeds.
Of course, it is a world made up of countless intertwined causes and relationships, and there are times when it is impossible to simply say that this happened.
There are also places where it is difficult to predict how our individual karma, which has been inherited from past lives and previous lives, will function in various complicated causal relationships.
In order to receive rewards as a result of karma, it can also be broadly divided into “three o'clock karma,” and there are things that come out in the next reincarnation, and things that come out in the next next reincarnation, etc., and it is also naturally possible that there are cases where they come out after many reincarnations.
In any case, if you refrain from bad karma, make firm efforts to do good deeds, and prepare a causal relationship to firmly accumulate good works, it means that you will surely be able to move towards enlightenment and nirvana.
Anyway, it's a world of confusion and suffering, but there are good causes and relationships that allow us to be born as people, and now we are able to be born as people. Furthermore, I am blessed with a relationship where I can encounter Buddhism, which I am thankful for. By all means, I would like to take advantage of this blessed opportunity and continue to further improve good causes and relationships toward enlightenment by practicing Buddhism.
Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho