Please give me words that inspire courage

Hello, nice to meet you.

The text conveys how painful it is for you to be caught up so much. We had a relationship here, so let's think about it together if you like.

You are writing about a variety of factual relationships.
However, if I were to roughly summarize it, I think it would be to “make amends” by dying because it failed or caused trouble. If, as you say, humans must live, then in my case, no matter how many lives I have, it's not enough.

If you put what you are saying the other way around, most people in the world aren't bothering you, and you haven't made mistakes as much as yourself, so you can live. Is it possible not to cause trouble and not to fail?

They say failure is the mother of success.
Success doesn't always happen right from the start.
Since there are failures, success is led after correcting the trajectory.
The smartphone and PC you are using are also the result of trial and error of hardware and software.

It is necessary to be considerate of that person without causing trouble.
But is it only up to you to determine whether something is bothering or not being bothered? You have parents, and you have a best friend (s), right? You have determined that you have caused trouble, but did your parents decide that your best friend was bothersome to you? Is that what you were told? Isn't this your solo sumo wrestler?

The fact that my parents let me go to college is expressed as “courtesy.”
I think it should be described as free love, but isn't it?
Other humane expressions include stubbornness in trying to repel others other than oneself, and trying to protect only the conclusion that “life has no value in the dust” by locking up within oneself without listening to the opinions of others.

Are you “not loved by anyone anyway”?
Aren't you already cherished by your parents and best friends?
It's not “not being loved,” isn't it that you don't want to love?

Are they “hated and powerless”?
It's not that they're “disliked,” isn't it that they aren't trying to like you? It's not “powerless,” isn't it just that you haven't demonstrated your power?

Good luck, and you're probably “doing your job” in your own way.
You've probably worked hard and studied.

There is no such thing as “powerlessness.”
You have that power.

cheer up.

It's okay to be alive.
That's because everyone has made mistakes.
Talk to your boss, seniors, colleagues, juniors, traders, customers, peers, friends, parents, etc. about things that aren't going well at work and think about improvement measures one by one.
That's because it's natural that it takes ten years to become a full-fledged person at work.
Even if you fail or don't do well, please continue to gain experience every day. I'm sure the time will come when it will blossom. With the feeling that it is for our customers and for society.
Please take care of yourself even if no one loves you. Somewhere in this world, there may be people who can be happy by being loved by you.
You don't have to make amends.
It's okay to live.
You can stay there.
Please walk by looking only ahead.

If you have the courage to die, live.

There's no point in saying only negative things.
When you were born, how many people were blessed, starting with your parents?
Your friends may have supported you at school, at work, and in places you didn't even notice. There must have been people who acknowledged it.

And death is nothing more than a physical change. Your consciousness will remain the same, and you will regret it even more. If you have a body (as long as you're alive), you can start over and over again.

I'll give you the courage to at least live and return the favor.

That much
Suicides/suicides
It leaves a great deal of sadness around me.
It doesn't pay for anything.

Who are the parents
to you
Did I say “die and make amends”?