It looks like we're going to have an affair tonight.

Nice to meet you. Let me talk to you about my weaknesses.

Women other than their spouse seem attractive.
I think I probably love women from the bottom of my heart.

Even though I thought I had to study for the future, it didn't last long, and before I knew it, I picked up my cell phone and dabbled in nasty sites.

And as a result, even though I'm married, I met a woman on a matrimony hunting site.

She has a charm that my wife doesn't have, and she is a very attractive person. I also went out to eat a few times.

Then I lied that I was unmarried and started a relationship.
You can't do this at this point! Even though I thought, my desire for sexual activity, which is definitely ahead, won over, and we ended up in a relationship.

We held hands for the first time after our last meal. The woman held out her hand, and I was excited for the first time in a long time. There was also an option to walk in close contact and go straight to the hotel, but I was able to stop there...

We've made an appointment to meet up today and we're going out drinking.

My inner desires and rationality are at stake even while I'm having this discussion right now.

It hurts my heart when I imagine my spouse grieving. However,

It's been 4 years since I got married, and I feel impatient about not being able to have children easily, and if it's a woman, I think stupid things like that.

But that doesn't mean I don't like my wife.. However, my night life wasn't going well, and I don't remember doing night activities recently where I feel really satisfied.

I feel so sorry for my wife for marrying me.
I'm really sorry for my girlfriend who didn't notice my lies and ended up dating her.

I'm scared that if I meet the woman I'm dealing with tonight, my own greed will win a landslide victory.

I'm scared that I'm going to lose to myself even if I know it's wrong.

Please help. What should I do when I'm full of worries right now? What kind of mentality should I live my life with? Thank you for your advice.

5 Zen Responses

[Sobayashi Hell]

Well, since you're an adult, there are probably a lot of things...

(https://www.picuki.com/media/2250802907778501199)
A bewitching woman invites you from the top of a tree overgrown with leaves made with sharp knives. You run after the woman and desperately climb the tree, but before you know it, the woman is under the tree. You get off the tree in a hurry, but before you know it, the woman is on the tree again. You climb the tree in a hurry again, but... (back to square one)

As you change the color of your eyes and chase after a woman you can't get your hands on, your body and mind are full of scars in shreds. In the meantime, germs enter through the wound, pus, swelling, fever, eventually decay and a strong bad smell drifts through the air, and finally...

Ahhh, I wish I could stop it...
I would like to express my sincere condolences. Gassho

hasunoha.tenrakuin@gmail.com

They're not entertainers or celebrities though

What shambles will you visit
It's the same thing.

If you're a married person
If the other person knows, not yet
Because she's probably conscious of marrying you
Your sins are extra deep and heavy.

If you want to have children
Please do thorough fertility treatments as a couple.

It's an illusion

I read it.
What you're looking for is an illusion, not an illusion of immediate desire.
The moment looks very attractive, but it's nothing but an illusion.
The suffering continues beyond that. You'll end up making up lying excuses over and over again.
Let's stop it as soon as possible.
We are human, so we have greed, but please don't be swayed by such evil acts.
Let's diverge in a different way.

I sincerely pray that you will continue to live a happy life with all of you in relationships with really important people.

are you in trouble?

They say, “Please help,” but it doesn't seem like they're really in trouble.

Using a “marriage hunting site” is also an active act on your part
“We promised to meet today” is also your active act.

They say things like “your own weakness,” but you are a strong person who will make your wife cry.

No matter how far we go, couples deal thoroughly with married couples alone.

Do you really think that there are statements that make it impossible to think about a married couple without a third party woman?

It's still just in time.
Once you've taken a step further, it goes without saying what's ahead.
If it's just sexual desire, self-process it, and that's it.
Let's go straight home.

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