I don't have confidence in myself.
This is my second question.
I'm currently attending a private medical university. It's such a time now, so it's an online class. As a result, I can't meet my college friends, let alone live alone, so I'm plagued by loneliness.
Probably because of that, I've been worried about so many different things recently, and I don't understand what I have such a dark feeling about anymore. However, what I have always thought in my heart is anxiety about whether I can become a medical practitioner like this. Studying at university is like studying for an entrance exam every day, and it's really, really hard. If you don't study, you can easily stay old. In fact, many of my friends have left their old age. Since it's a private medical system, the financial side is really tight, and it's bothering my parents. That's why I think I should never go back to school, and I'm just studying hard every day. However, no matter how much I study, I don't have any confidence, and I'm uneasy about the long-term training ahead. Will I really be able to become a medical practitioner in the future? Can they become human resources that can be used clinically? I know there's no point in feeling uneasy about the future. However, I don't like everything anymore.
Also, I've been so tired from worrying that recently I can't even get my hands on studying. Also, I feel guilty, and I feel even more guilty about not being able to get my hands on my studies even though I feel guilty.
What can I do to relieve this feeling full of anxiety? I would appreciate it if you could tell me.
