Which is the order of heirs or dreams?
I am the eldest son of a certain Rinzai sect Kenchoji school,
Coupled with the fact that I've been bullied for a long time and the times, I want to become a lawyer.
On the other hand, parents are told that if it is after 3 years of training no matter what, they can go to law school, and if they do it first, they will break up the relationship
However, I cannot take back my physical decline or time. After 3 years of training from 22, I was 25 years old. I don't think it's possible to keep up with studying from scratch from there. On top of that, if the current chief priest dies, there is no choice but to become the chief priest no matter how he feels.
I also feel like abandoning my parents to law school, making up my mind to abandon my house, and entering, but I feel guilty, and when I think like that, I want to die
(It seems that tuition fees can be covered at the last minute with scholarships, etc.)
