hasunoha - Zen Q&A

　I had a physical relationship with a married man even though I had a long-distance boyfriend a year ago. I've already broken off my relationship with that person, and I've erased my contacts. I've decided to break up with my boyfriend for a different reason, but it seems like I'm still being crushed by a feeling of regret.
My feelings sink every day, no matter what terrible thing I did and what I would do if I found out. I thought it would be easier to die, and although it was originally a negative thought, I began to want to die every day.
I have repented of my mistakes and swore in my heart that I would never do this again.
I came here without being able to talk to anyone. I'm so afraid to be happy. What the hell am I supposed to do?　

I read it.
You really regret that you have committed a mistake, don't you? I don't know the details, but I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
If you don't mind, please slowly express your regrets here as well.

Also, please sincerely confess what you have done to Shinto Buddha and your ancestors, and sincerely repent. And let's apologize to Shinto Buddha and our ancestors. Please swear sincerely to Shinto Buddha and your ancestors that you will never do such a foolish thing again.

The Buddha, God, and your ancestors will accept all of your thoughts as they are. They are close to you, accept you firmly, and forgive you.
The Buddha, gods, and ancestors will watch over you anytime, anywhere, and no matter what kind of situation you are in. And he will correct your mistakes and guide you to a good path.

I sincerely pray for the gods and Buddhas and your ancestors so that you can walk a good path without doing bad things for the future and that you can live every day happily with everyone from the bottom of your heart. And I support you from the bottom of my heart.

Past mistakes

1 Zen Response

Please repent from the bottom of your heart