I left my matching partner naked

Thank you for always being there.
I've been married for 16 years, and my husband has repeatedly cheated on me.
Looks like they enjoyed matching this time.
It was last week when my anger didn't subside for a month and peaked.
I didn't want to dirty myself. Before I knew it, I was also searching for men through matching, kept in touch with many people, and sent naked photos and videos.
Now, this is where the biggest problem starts. After I did it, I didn't regret it.
It made me think that a man's desire is superior; this is his true nature.

I'm still in this relationship with multiple people. You can also be kind to your husband. My mind is the most stable.

I'm the only one who gets hurt even if it's spread all over the world. So much so that I feel like everything is going well.

I'm trying to get people to see me naked a lot like this. I'm no longer sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
Will the Buddha scold me?