What is Japanese Buddhism?
This is my first time asking a question here. Thank you for your support.
I'm currently majoring in sociology at graduate school, and at the same time I have a strong interest in Buddhism. I would like to focus my future life on Buddhism.
As a result of my own research on the current political situation in Japan, I came to the conclusion that there is little to be expected from Japan's future. It is predicted that Japan's decline in politics, economy, and culture will continue until the democracy/capitalist system collapses.
Based on this current situation, I thought I couldn't find a path other than Buddhism. However, I also feel that there are several problems with believing in Japanese Buddhism.
First of all, there are too many denominations, and I don't know which denomination I can believe in. I read and read books from various denominations, but I am not deeply convinced by any of the teachings, and I am in a situation where I continue to worry. (Recently, I've been drawn to the teachings of Zen and Therawada Buddhism.)
Second, there is the question that Japanese Buddhism may have lost its centripetal power. Buddhism had a great deal of centripetal power in times when social conditions changed drastically, such as the Kamakura period, but I think there are several sects that have expired in modern times. (For example, the purpose of my family is the Jodo Shinshu sect, but I personally find it difficult to believe in it. (Of course, I am deeply moved by works such as Shoisho.) I think this is the cause of the birth of various emerging religions.
Based on these points, I would like to learn the teachings of Zen or Therawada, but at the same time, I'm hesitant. I'm afraid of when I bet on that teaching and not being saved. There's a huge conflict here.
In the end, what I want to ask is, “How should I live? Which denomination should I believe in?” That's it. If you have any suggestions, please respond. Thank you for your support.