What is lost thought or enlightenment?
Thank you for always learning about life. Thanks to that, I became interested in Buddhism, and little by little, I am reading books and learning. Among them, there are things I think about my ancestors and life, and I would like to ask you questions.
I've heard that many of my ancestors during their lifetime have accumulated virtues in Buddhism. For example, my late grandfather, who I know, experienced war, and while blind, spent his life contributing to society, leaving large donations to the community and shrines, and completed his life. I tend to be controlled by material greed and place importance on what is visible, but now I think my grandfather was able to see and feel well what was invisible to the eye. You told me something really important. I am grateful and proud of my ancestors, and at the same time, I am so immature that I think again about life. Someday I will grow old and die, but I spend my days wondering what I can do in this world.
Instead of an egocentric point of view, I thought the status quo could be broken by looking at it from a different point of view, so I investigated “enlightenment,” and tested the viewpoint seen from the moment of death, the perspective seen from the entire universe, meditation, etc. I can't seem to see an answer I'm satisfied with. I would like you to tell me if there is a way to get even a little closer to the Buddha's point of view.
The story changes again, but recently, I started walking because I really wanted to climb a nearby mountain. I noticed a sign saying it was a sacred place later. It's a mysterious act in the midst of this kind of thinking, whether they just woke up healthy or were they led to something.
Another thing, I found a square of about six square meters with a stone sign saying “500 koku” written on it at a place off this mountain path. What is this?
I'm sorry for asking so many questions in a disorganized sentence. I have thoughts that I can't find an answer for. As an immature person, I would like you to guide my future lifestyle and lost thoughts in the right direction.
