I don't want to be in this world or the next.

I read it.
You're suffering so much that you don't want to be in this world or the other world, aren't you? I don't know the details about you, but I accept your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
As you said, we face various kinds of suffering while we exist in this world. As the teaching of “Everything is All Suffering,” the suffering of life, old age, illness and death, separation from love, hate, bitterness, unrequited hardships, and five kinds of suffering have sprung up and amplified in our hearts, and suffering continues to increase even more.
In this world, we inevitably become obsessed and trapped in suffering.
The Buddha showed us that we should never be imprisoned because everything is suffering, all acts are impermanent, and that we should never be held captive, and that we should accept things as they are without being caught up at all and become nirvana silent.
Also, in the Buddha's Pure Land, it is understood that it is a peaceful and comfortable country without any such suffering.
I think you will be able to personally accept and accept the Buddha's teachings through various experiences from now on, and I think the reason you have been born into this world is probably because you know and accept the Buddha's truths and teachings, and that you will be saved from all suffering from there.
If you don't mind, “Please Buddha, save me from my suffering, please lead me to the Buddha's Pure Land and be saved from the bottom of my heart.” Please sincerely pray with Namu Amida Buddha Namu Amidabutsu.
The Buddha will always save you, and your close people and ancestors who have gone there will kindly welcome you. In the Buddha's pure land, all hesitation, suffering, and pain will disappear, there will be no worries, and you will successfully attain Buddhism peacefully.
I sincerely pray to the Buddha, God, and your ancestors so that you will be saved by the Buddha from now on and that you will be saved from all suffering, and that your mind will be pure and at ease. Shishin Gassho Nanmu Amida Buddha Namu Amidabutsu

Yes.
Despite all suffering, humans are creatures that seek joy and value in their own existence. I also hope I want to get my hands on it. That's why it also causes suffering.

You don't want to be anywhere, do you? The world you're living in is just painful for you...

What kind of situation are you in right now? I'm worried.
They want a place where they can stay even if they don't want to be anywhere.

The Buddha is beside that suffering. The Buddha told me when I was sent back to the Pure Land of Peace, where I was freed from everything. While receiving that peace of mind, I am living in this world, relying on Nembutsu.

I can't live until I run out of lives.
It's a state where there's no peace of mind...
What happened to you?
Why don't we talk here?
Hasunoha is a good place for you to stay.

Suffering also means that things don't go the way you want them to.
Therefore, not thinking about doing what you want will lead to the loss of suffering.
There are no laws or laws in this world, and everything is impermanent.
From birth until the moment you die, things just don't turn out the way you want them to.
If things don't turn out the way you want them to, I think one way to get rid of suffering is to just let things happen. Assuming, of course, that you'll do what you can do.