I can't play a musical instrument

No matter what choice you make, it definitely makes sense. You should value your own judgment.
Some of the stimuli that surround you probably have an impact on your daily life and activities. So, at times like this, it's not a simple thing to do, and I think an adjustment period is necessary to suit your current needs.

I think the manager is also an important member who maximizes the performance of the members and leads the team to a successful performance.
For you, playing is probably something special, but playing requires subtlety, and it may be easy for you to have an impact.

While valuing the feeling of loving music, feeling the rhythm, and thinking that it's an adjustment period for the day you can perform, it's also fun to meet your new self again.
You don't have to cut out the present and be sad. The members know you played well, and you're still friends even now.

Facing each other isn't about giving answers; I think it's about properly acknowledging who you are now. You're making good progress. Let's go without being impatient.

I read it.
You're in a lot of trouble because you can't play an instrument all of a sudden, and you're having a hard time. That's why you're working as a manager, aren't you? You're worried about how to deal with it from now on, aren't you? I don't know the details of your condition or feelings, but I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.

I don't know the details of why you suddenly couldn't play an instrument, but there may be various reasons. Maybe playing a musical instrument became mentally painful, or even physically painful.

If possible, I think it's okay to have a thorough medical examination and test your condition. Maybe you have developed a variety of illnesses. Please check your condition by getting a thorough examination or medical examination.
After that, let's get treatment and thorough counseling if necessary. And please try to improve your condition.

First of all, please relax and relax your own mind and body. And let's try to live every day with peace of mind.

I sincerely pray that your mind and body will be calm and that you will be able to live a healthy and safe life every day, that your mind and body will recover and be able to face various things, and that you will continue to grow with a rich heart and be able to live a fulfilling life with everyone. We wholeheartedly agree

And I will support you from the bottom of my heart.

I was also in a brass band in middle school and high school.
But I quit in the middle of high school, and since then I haven't been able to play an instrument.
Every year, I get a guide to my alma mater's regular concert, but I haven't been able to go.
I didn't go to the advisor's retirement commemorative performance either.

Recently, performances from my junior high school days have been uploaded on YouTube.
A lot of emotions are creeping up.

There are also classmates and juniors who continue even after becoming members of society.

The present isn't everything in life.
If you have a MY instrument, you'll have time to play even after leaving school

The only thing I understand now is the performers, and club activities don't work.
The intensity of practice and the quality of performance will change depending on the administration and ability behind the scenes.

There are so many things you can do without a musical instrument.

Hello. I'm Joe Satoshi Aniki, the guitarist.
We humans, all human beings, are expressions of love.
why?
Expressing evil doesn't make anyone happy, I guess.
One of the Priests in Hasunoha was robbed in the temple the other day.
no one can be happy.
First of all, in order to regain love, it is important to enjoy music without seeking meaning. Listen gently.
This is a divine play by my original master, Master Joe Satriani.
https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm18158879
At 2:44, the master ascended to heaven and attained Buddhism.
The Buddha is completely fluttering.
All sentient beings can be saved by that great sound. If you pursue that kind of divine sound and buddhon, you can become an expression of love and save yourself and your surroundings.
It doesn't have to be this song. Think back to your favorite songs. A song that is kind to you.
It will also be different from day to day.
Any one is fine, so I'm going to listen to the same song from a different angle and in a different way of expressing it.
Then the world changes.
Performance, music, and art may be imperfect or failure! It's an expression you only have once in your life and never again. The mind changes every second, just like the weather.
Even if your cloudy weather is cloudy, it's all... OK! Clarity means that the state of not being clear is true. That affirmation is love, light, and wise guidance.
If anger, dissatisfaction, or fear arises, it is good to express that heart with instruments or words.
🎺🔥 In the first place, music is also an araware of the voice of one's heart and the scenery of one's heart. It is the act of arawashite with a musical instrument as a method of expression.
So the fact that I don't want to play or not want to play is also an honest voice sound from my heart. ('👄 `*)
Expressing voiceless voices and voiceless signals emanating from your mind in such a way is art. So if you don't play, don't blow, or don't play, that's OK too. Van Halen and Santana are performing “Don't Play” live.
Think of it as a period of great growth for your haze and haze. There's no need to hate it. The mind is unable to digest and grow because they reject it because they think it's embarrassing. I spit out the truth of my spirit alone, even in my futon. That's the performance you can play right now. By acknowledging that, people can make great progress.