I read it.
You want to open your senses, but you've already committed evil.
You're very worried, aren't you? I don't know the details of your heart, but I would like to accept your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
Please put your hands together with the Buddha, gods, and ancestors from the bottom of your heart and confess your sins as they are, then sincerely repent and repent to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors. Also, if the Buddha, gods, ancestors, or anyone you have caused damage or hurt, apologize sincerely, even from the bottom of your heart.
And please sincerely swear to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors that you will not commit such crimes in the future.
Also, please swear to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors that you will continue to keep good thoughts, words, and actions in mind from now on.
Buddha, gods, and ancestors kindly accept all of your thoughts, repentance, apologies, and vows; they accept you and stay close to you.
The Buddha, gods, and ancestors will save you, guide you in a good direction, and lead you to awake.
Please sincerely ask the Buddha to save me, and please say “Namu Amida Buddha Namu Amidabutsu” from the bottom of my heart.
“Namu Amida Buddha Namu Amidabutsu” means “Please save the Buddha, lead me to the Buddha's pure land.”
If you sincerely ask for it, the Buddha will always save you.
When you complete your life, the Buddha or God will always guide you, and close people and ancestors who have gone there will kindly welcome you. Then, under the Buddha and God, you can be saved from any hesitation or suffering with your ancestors, feel at peace from the bottom of your heart, receive precious teachings from the Buddha, and attain a pure Buddha. You can attain enlightenment.
There will be a lot more to come in your life. There may also be hesitation, suffering, and worry. But the Buddha will always save you.
I sincerely pray to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors so that you can continue to dedicate yourself to Buddhist training with a clear mind in the future. We wholeheartedly agree
And I will support you from the bottom of my heart.