I can't accept death

intractable disease...
Why can't you believe this kid? Even though I'm doing so well...

If you look back on your actions, lifestyle, and environment up until now, and there were factors that cause illness, you may not be able to forgive yourself because of my giving.

I want to be together forever. I don't want to leave. They are adorable beings and support our lives.
How blessed was your dog's life with you too? I'm sure they felt loved and had joy from living and eating with peace of mind.

You are also the one who can support the changes that occur in your dog's body. While your heart is tight, your presence is probably a major stronghold.

How do you survive your life?
Your time with your dog is irreplaceable.
No matter what they look like, let's keep watching and live together. What you can do for that kid.

Let's pass on a lot of love to them. Feel the warmth so you can live through peace of mind.

I read it.
You are deeply saddened that that child has contracted a difficult illness, and you regret this and that because of various things that come to mind. I feel that I really understand your feelings of not being able to accept the passing of that precious child. I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
I think it's also reasonable that you can't accept that that child has become ill and must die at some point.
That's because no one can accept having to lose a loved one. It's natural for people to think such things are unthinkable.

Please don't think too much about it right now. Please cherish living with that child. Please make it a priority to casually eat meals together and spend a peaceful time day by day.

The relationship between you and your child is irreplaceable and important, isn't it? Please live a healthy life while sharing happiness by being close to that child as much as possible.

I sincerely pray that you will always cherish your relationship with that child and that you will be able to live an irreplaceable life sharing happiness with each other. We wholeheartedly agree

As an aside, the relationship between you and your child will continue for a long time to come.
Even if that child passes away, my relationship with you will never break.
That child will watch over you anytime, anywhere, and in any situation, and stay close to you.

When that child dies one day, the Buddha or God will always save him, and the ancestors will kindly welcome the child. That child will continue to watch over your ancestors and you.
Also, when you pass away, the Buddha or God will always guide you, and that child will take your ancestors and gently welcome you.
You and your child will rejoice and share the reunion, be saved from any hesitation, suffering, or regret, and attain Buddhism cleanly and successfully.

I sincerely pray to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors that that child and you may be saved by the Buddha or God, and that your ancestors will kindly welcome you. Shishin Gassho Nanmu Amida Buddha Namu Amidabutsu

Since Buddhism originated in India, I will assume reincarnation.
We were born and died a long time ago, and we have met and parted ways over and over again.
Even if you think of it as a one-of-a-kind family, you had a family in your previous life, and in your next life, you will have a family in your next life.
Even if the pet in front of you dies, that isn't the end of that child's life, and you can also think that there will be an afterlife.
I hope I can die peacefully and move on to a happy afterlife (new life)
You can also try calling (or) the Nembutsu of Namu Amida Buddha.
Namu Amidabu Namu Amidabu
Namu Amidabu Namu Amidabu
They nembutsu and deliver wishes to Amida Buddha (the Buddha who created the Pure Land of Paradise) so that they and others can be born in the Pure Land of Paradise in the next life.
Dogs can also be reincarnated as shining Bodhisattvas (Buddha's apprentices) if they pass away in the Pure Land of Paradise.
The sutras say that the Bodhisattva has supernatural powers, can remember memories from previous lives, and can fly to worlds other than the Pure Land of Paradise.
As the culmination of a long period of reincarnation, he became a Bodhisattva in the Pure Land of Paradise, and eventually became a Buddha (attained Buddhism).
You will be present at the beginning and graduation for that purpose.
Namu Amidabu Namu Amidabu
Let's cheer them on by saying Nembutsu.

Thank you for your question.

It must be a painful feeling.

It's exactly what it looks like to ask questions like this
Isn't it like trying to live the present to the fullest?

There's nothing in particular to show here.

As it is
Please cherish the time you can spend together.

Gassho