Is the effort worth it?
There's no point in just making an effort. If there are no results, then the way you put in the effort is wrong. There is no point in a wrong effort. I think this is correct.
Between childhood and student life, I think we should praise the effort itself and the process. This is because it is effective for developing “effort.”
However, the actual problem is that effort alone is meaningless, and results are necessary. So when you become an adult, you shouldn't be satisfied with just making an effort; I think an effort without results is the same as not making an effort.
But I don't want to try hard anymore. It's painful. When I think about how hard I have to work, I don't like the fact that the future exists.
I hear that the reason I don't want to try hard anymore is because I've tried too hard. But I can't acknowledge that I “worked hard” for my efforts that didn't have much results. I don't think it's okay to admit it. Because I think it will lead to pampering myself. I don't think it's good to just admit it. No matter who says kind words to you, it's a temptation, and I don't think we should take complacency.
But if I'm forgiven, I want to acknowledge myself for “I did my best,” and I want to forgive myself by saying “you can rest.” I want to accept kind words without thinking they are temptations.
But is it OK to do that? If I allow such a thing, it seems like it will be useless, and it seems like it will become more and more corrupt, so it's scary.
After all, is it better to endure even when it's hard and keep disciplining yourself?
