It was decided to break up

Please give me words that would make me give up completely and move on.

I'm usually frustrated by my lack of communication with him and his lack of time for me, and I'm sad that he doesn't like me because he's late every time he comes home, so I don't have to come here today! and it exploded last week.
If I can afford it before I come, I clean up, and I plan to come at that time, so I'm moving too.
At that time, she said something tough about the lack of communication on LINE and that it wasn't fun, but I still think it's my natural right as a girlfriend.
Do you really hate phone calls when they happen? I was going to talk about things like that.
But I didn't want to say goodbye; I wanted to walk closer, so I regretted saying something tough, and I intended to contact them a lot so that it was easy to talk to them.
He came to stay on Friday, and since we ate lunch on Saturday and were studying for the exam, we went to a cafe together.
I didn't want to interfere with my studies, and I had no intention of doing it. But when I was studying with earphones, I felt sad that there was no point in being together, and I didn't want to interfere with my studies, so I told them to go home gently.
The next day, LINE was sent to me because of the above and I wanted to break up, I wanted to be alone, I didn't like it, and it was painful because it was expected by various people, etc., and they didn't answer the phone call. To be honest, I've thought about breaking up many times, but it's really painful even though I tried my best because it was a great relationship.
I'm afraid that people I've become attached to will disappear, and I know I don't look like anyone will love me, so I'm really afraid of meeting someone again.
Also, I think we can come to terms with this and resolve it through discussion, so I feel sad that the conversation is being rejected. As for the reason we broke up, in addition to the above, they are now being driven in various ways and are told that they don't have capacity, so I'm not convinced.
If anything, don't you want me to put up with a lot of things? To be honest, it's annoying that I made an effort to fall in love with it too.
I also want to take a day off from work. But it just makes me sad because I don't have anything to do when I'm resting.
A friend I lived nearby in February and had played with many times passed away, and now I don't have any friends I'd like to talk to.
I regret that when it exploded, my friend was worried about me and made a phone call, but I got angry because they didn't worry about me at all.

4 Zen Responses

“To you who can take care of others”

Thank you for your question.
I read the story, and I'll tell you what parts I was able to feel.

Maybe he was a little tired amidst all the expectations.
From the words “it's painful to be expected by so many people” and “I don't have capacity,” I somehow think of people who have worked so hard to meet the expectations of those around them.

Men can work pretty hard for someone they like.
However, when I'm full of myself, I sometimes don't even have the strength to work hard. At times like that, people, not limited to their boyfriends, are not a place to be blamed, and there are times when they leave in a flash in search of a place where they can rest their minds a bit.

Also, it is a very natural and important feeling that you feel lonely and that you want to cherish your time together even more.

In other words, I think you are someone who can properly value relationships with people.
I think about the other person and act, and I'm also able to look back on my own words. This isn't something that can be done easily.

So, that kindness and honesty are definitely not wrong.
Rather, when you meet someone who properly accepts such things, I'm sure you are someone who will be greatly cherished.

I think it's hard right now, but this break up isn't an “event where your worth was denied.”
However, I think the walking path was just a little different.

I support that this experience has refined your goodness as a human being, and that you will be welcomed into an even better relationship.

I think the fact that there was no capacity was a gentle way to refuse. There are probably other reasons. But now that I've heard it a little while now, my feelings have cooled down, I don't think it's too late and it won't be solved. However, when you think about your future, I think it's a good idea to make sure it doesn't explode first. Nobody wants to be around someone who explodes. Would you rather have someone close to you that gives you fun and peace of mind, or someone who is frightened by explosions?
Also, it's better to just use LINE for communication matters and make emotional phone calls. Sentences are prone to misunderstandings due to lack of words or poor reading comprehension. If you don't call often and talk on the phone at reasonable intervals, you'll be able to have a smooth conversation.
But I think it's also true that he's not doing his best for you.
I hope you meet someone who cares more about you than him.

His feelings are something only he can understand, and even if you think about it, you won't get an answer.
Being able to write on Hasunoha may be the first step in preparing my feelings.

There is a Buddhist word called “love separation from suffering.”
The Buddha explained that the pain of breaking up with someone you love is one of the fundamental pains that humans cannot avoid.
The sadness, anger, or fear you feel.
It's true; it's your heart that matters.
They fall in love with someone, try to get close to them, and then walk away.
That pain isn't because you're weak,
It's because you really loved it.

However, behind the teachings of Aibetsu Refuge,
It contains the teaching that “most suffering is born from expectations and obsessions with others.”
“They should do it this way.” “This should be a matter of course.”
There's nothing wrong with that feeling, but that only increases the pain when betrayed.

You've worked so hard.
But right now, I don't think it's necessary for anyone to decide what was right.
Giving up completely doesn't mean making yourself smaller by saying “it's me anyway,”
Maybe it's about giving yourself permission to “let go of this suffering.”

I hope those of you who lost a precious friend in February and are in the midst of overlapping losses will have some time to relax. well then.

Even though I've thought about him until now, they weren't taken care of and they parted ways one-sided. It's frustrating

Even if you say it harshly, his attitude, which made me say that, is terrible, isn't it?
You probably didn't want to be frustrated with someone you like, and you've been preparing a lot to welcome him looking forward to meeting him. There are things that can't be conveyed without saying it, but I wanted people to notice it even if I didn't say it, and I wanted them to watch it properly. I thought we'd been in a relationship like that, but he was just talking about himself...

Even at the cafe you went to, if you wear earphones to study for an exam, I want you to at least take care of “wait until ○:00”. He probably has circumstances too. Maybe it's tough because of the pressure from people around you, etc., but that's not a good reason to despise her.

I don't feel like I was taken care of by him. And yet, why am I being shaken?! That's selfish! It's infuriating and frustrating, and even though I've been thinking about him until now, it makes me feel like what was it.

I'll give up once and for all. Even though I feel like I want to give up, I think I'll still be confused, but I always listen to it in Hasunoha. Please talk without accumulating.

I hope you can meet people who cherish you and make you happy.
I want to send yell.

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