I felt like I wasn't asking for anything.

It is said that it is good for someone who has the power to influence the human world to do, and the best thing is to give people happiness, give people a peaceful heart, and give good wisdom. Furthermore, “we want to do this kind of activity too” and “let's do it!” It's about spreading that kind of mentality and mind so that people can think about it.
Speaking of Anpanman, it's the spirit of giving birth to a lot of Anpanman in the world... no, rather, it's the spirit of giving birth to a lot of Uncle Jam.
Good mind, which acts as a good bacteria in the world, sometimes gets wet on his face and loses strength even when Anpanman works hard alone. If it's free, Uncle Jam can't buy ingredients for a new face, cheese can't be found in dog food, and Batako collapses due to malnutrition and it's Batako 👼.
The religious spirit of Buddhism is Doshin, Bodhi Heart.
Bodhicitta is a spirit that should be cherished beyond enlightenment and nirvana.
Nowadays, there is a lack of Bodhi spirit even in the Buddhist industry, so only formal rituals are respected in Buddhism, and there is a shortage of human resources such as Jam Master and Anpanman who spread good bacteria.
What happens if there is no Bodhisattva for funerals and memorial services?
The memorial service is also simply a formal ceremony, and the attendees are left to Anpanman (monks) without creating a sense of bodhisattva.
In the first place, Shakyamuni and his ancestors developed the Bodhisattva Heart, and sought true Buddhism and discovered great truths that people had overlooked within themselves and within the relationships between themselves and those around them. Furthermore, they explained and spread good bacteria to many people, made them look at and discover the work of the Buddha and the function of salvation in people's bodies and minds, and they were able to learn intelligent wisdom and a peaceful mind in life.
But don't you feel empty sometimes? No charge, no cost. It's probably important, but the receiving side does not activate rotation (reprime/widen). There is no spirit to turn good things around. They just get something good and can't figure out which direction they should go. Just an event, just a festival, just fun. It won't have a positive effect on my life after that.
Local festivals used to have a spirit of honoring Shinto and Buddha, but nowadays, there aren't any. There is no spirit of enshrining Shinto and Buddha, thanking them, sharing, festivals, worship, and festivities. It's turning into just a festival...
Therefore, what is needed in this world today is a new face with blood through it, good bacteria in the mind, and a spirit that creates it and spreads it as something effective.
Yes. You and I are good bacteria people.
Good bacteria man! That's a new face (story)!
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Thank you very much for your consultation. While going through a rough life up until now, you've let go of a lot, and you've reached a quiet state where you “don't ask for anything” and “I want to give it free of charge.” That mentality of not asking for anything in return and just trying to spin words for someone else is exactly the spirit of “altruism” taught by Buddhism.

In Mahayana Buddhism, there is a saying “all sentient beings have Buddhism (all sentient beings).” The teaching is that every life has the potential to become a Buddha by birth (Buddha nature). It can be said that the lack of serene obsession you are feeling right now, and your free thoughts of devotion to others have also revealed the Buddha nature within yourself.

The question is “is it suitable for Buddhism?” There are various paths to the Buddha's path. Becoming a monk and becoming a monk is not the only form of Buddhism. Deepening your teachings while staying at home and being close to others in your daily life is also a splendid act of Bodhisattva. I hope you can come into contact with Buddhism in the way your mind is most natural, and deepen your precious heart.

Worship
Engiji Temple Shakujo

I read it.
I read your recent situation and thoughts.
You've lost your obsession with living, haven't you? I don't know your specific circumstances or feelings, but I accept your thoughts.
If you let go of your obsessions like that, I think it would be appropriate for you to join the Buddhist sect or practice Buddhism.
Facing the Buddha and working on living well on your own will be a big thing for your life.
I don't know what kind of training you are going to do or what kind of feelings you will come to, but please try to walk steadily with the teachings that seek the path you are aiming for.
I sincerely pray to the Buddha that you will now move on to Buddhist training and reach this perfect state of affairs. We wholeheartedly agree

There are people looking for you. While responding to that. Rather than saying that your state of mind hasn't changed... it just doesn't feel right.

We can mutually realize what we are looking for, we can feel our existence, and we can see the purpose of living in society. I wonder if they do it.

I'm not obsessed with living. That's how I feel right now, isn't it?

I think the Buddha's eyes and the world are evoking us from beyond our human society. They are looking at me with an incredibly big and deep heart.

Wouldn't it be a good idea to leave it up to the Buddha?
Buddhism is a path aimed at loving the Buddha. I, too, depend on it in my life.

I'm not obsessed with living. I feel close to you.
It's strange.

Buddhism is a teaching of controlling and eliminating worry and suffering by controlling and eliminating anguish (the cause of worry and suffering).
Everyone has worries, worries, and suffering, so there is no one who is not suited to Buddhism.
So, be sure to do some research on Buddhism. It's a very interesting teaching.
Greed is also worry, so reducing greed is a good thing because it leads to peace of mind.
However, there is also a possibility that they are simply misunderstanding that the worries of laziness are on the surface and greed is gone.
In other words, it's not that I really realized it and lost my greed, but there are also cases where my mental and physical strength weakens and I'm lazy.
After the Buddha realized it himself, he earnestly continued to preach teachings for others after being asked by a god called Bonten to “preach the teachings.”
Even in his hospital bed shortly before his death, he accepted him as his last apprentice without rejecting anyone who came to visit him.
Enlightened people (people who have attained Buddhism) have no attachment for themselves, so they have the lightness (no weight of laziness) to serve others to the limit of their physical strength.
If I were you, I'd like to refuse bothersome things, such as “because I'm tired today” or “because I'm busy today.”
Now, on the other hand, it's still unsuitable for a chief priest as a job to manage a temple or run a religious corporation, or a monk as a teacher who conveys and teaches teachings to believers and disciples.
The Buddhist practice gate is open to everyone, but whether or not you can become a professional monk is another story, so I think the answer will change depending on what kind of “Buddha” you imagine.