Will you feel better when you die?

That is a fresh start in life. Will I feel better when I die? That's ridiculous. The soul is immortal. I will try to improve my soul by being reincarnated and transformed into death. Far from being reset even if you die, you just accumulate a new cause and effect of setbacks along the way. If it's enough to carry such a burden, let's get rid of it in this shabba world. There are many ways to resolve it. Pachinko addiction is cured by treating and rehabilitating it. You're not the only one suffering, depressed, or troubled. Addiction is a disease. No matter what the cause is, it's a disease, so if you receive treatment or counseling, you will be cured. Let's fix it! You have come here because Shinto and Buddha have blessed you. I speak for you, despite the will of Shinto Buddha and your ancestors that you can overcome this obstacle and that you must overcome it and live. That's why I came here, and I can definitely overcome it. It's fine! First, search for pachinko addiction and be examined by a doctor such as psychosomatic medicine. Participate in exchange meetings with friends who have suffered similarly, and I hope that even if it's hard alone, you can get through it with your friends. You are protected. Let's go over the hill! It's a bright and beautiful field of flowers. Let's go over the hill and be happy!
Jōkō-ji

First, do something about that runaway habit.

Also, what they do even though they know the cause themselves is, in plain terms, a sense of youth and a small-scale desire for ruin.
Somewhere in your heart, you know it, as if you say to yourself that you are putting your foot in pain. It has to stay this way.

It's not a tough word from someone else here and now, it's about putting myself in a good mood and starting to walk around.
I can do it if I read the text, but I totally understand that they are spoiled.

For the time being, let's write down where the Buddha explained about suicide.

One day, when Buddha was walking through the city, there was a woman filling the bottom of her clothes with stones on the bridge.
This is when the Buddha, who thought not to throw himself, called out to a woman

“I was abandoned by someone I loved, and I also have that person's child in my stomach. I have no hope of living, so please let me die.”

I talk while crying. The Buddha felt sorry

“For those of you who are poor, I'll tell you an analogy.

Once upon a time, there was a cow that was being dragged with heavy luggage every day. the cow thought. “Why do I feel so much pain every day?” and.
Then I looked back at myself and thought.
“Yes, it must be this heavy luggage that is making me suffer.”

Thinking so, the cow rushed to a large rock and destroyed it by hitting the cargo bed behind it.

“I did it, now it makes me feel better.”

When the cow is so happy, the owner comes

“Hey, what a raging cow this is. I need to attach a more sturdy cargo bed to a cow like this.”

However, since a heavier, unbreakable luggage carrier made of iron was attached to the cow, the suffering of the cow increased even more.

It's up to you whether you take this as just an analogy, or whether you notice the facts hidden in this story and dissuade yourself from choosing the easy path.

It's fine. I can get back on my feet.
My best friend, like you, was addicted to gambling when she was a student, but it has made a dramatic comeback.
First, why don't you think about why we run away to gambling?
Gaming and betting are fun. It's fun and natural. That's because it's made to entertain.
However, it is a fact that people live without relying on such things.
Rather than thinking about quitting gambling, you should talk about what caused and triggered it.
I think it's a good idea to face yourself for a while.
I wonder why and when did I become like this.
What didn't you like?
What did you want to run away from?
If you face that, you'll get a better win than a gamble win.
Let's live a little longer.
If you're willing to die, go to the temple.　

Komei-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

Our existence is called a “hypothetical union,” and the five elements are each composed of color (matter/body), reception (sensory/sensory action), imagination (expression/conceptual action), action (intention/willpower), and consciousness (awareness/cognitive action), and these elements are dependent on each other due to various causes (causes and conditions), and these elements are gathered together depending on each other due to various causes (causes and conditions), but after death, this body perishes, and even if physical functions and effects as they exist now stop, it is fine It is thought that mental inheritance (mental continuum) as consciousness will continue to exist due to various causes and relationships.

When it comes to mental inheritance after death, the most influential cause and effect is, after all, the person's own actions (karma). Depending on the group of acts, it will be roughly decided what kind of destination it will be.

“It would be nice if I could be reborn as a slightly more decent person”...

Once again, in order to be reborn as a human being, we still need a good cause and effect relationship.

What's even better is that, including the human world, it's not this lost and tormented world of reincarnation, but to a world where you can receive Buddha's teachings, such as the French Homeland, the Pure Land, etc., and work hard to practice toward enlightenment. To that end, of course, an appropriate good cause and effect is necessary.

Anyway, as it is now, it might be difficult to be reborn as a human... hmm...

But this is also a really good opportunity.

By all means, I hope you will be more interested in Buddhism from now on, and that you will continue your training.

There are also plenty of hints for building a good causal relationship.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho