I have become “distrustful of the Heart Sutra.”
Hello.
I wanted some kind of place to rest my mind, so I started studying Buddhism. I think there are sects that read the Heart Sutra and sects that don't, but please tell me your interpretations.
Depending on the books I've read,
Buddha explained that the Five Realms, the Eighteenth Realms, and the twelve causes exist, but that the firm existence of “me as the owner” is an illusion, “the sky.” In Mahayana Buddhism, even that is an illusion, and it is explained that there is such a thing as a law called “sky.”
Buddha said, “The world is structured like this, and that's why it's hard to live. Fight your worries by just meditating”,
Mahayana Buddhism says, “Everything in the world you see now is an illusion, so don't worry about it. It was explained that it was a teaching that “if you just recite sutras, you will always be saved.” Whereas Mahayana Buddhism is a “religion,” it was also written that Buddha's teachings are “thoughts.”
I think it was nothing but Mahayana Buddhism that saved the hearts of poor common people in an age where science had not advanced and nothing was elucidated, and there was no choice but to accept the environment they were born in. That's still the case today. I also believe in the magical power of sutras.
However, it seems like I'm saying something very disrespectful to all the Mahayana Buddhist monks, and I'm sorry, but when I read the Heart Sutra, it seems like everything is said to be an illusion, so I'm not convinced. In modern society, I feel that Buddha's way of thinking is more rational and reasonable.
Also, the Heart Sutra is a stage setting where while Buddha is meditating, right next to him, Kannon denies all of Buddha's theories to Sariko, tells him a new spell, and then makes Buddha himself say that's true. I learned that this is because Mahayana Buddhism was created in an attempt to surpass primitive Buddhism. There is a conflict within me between the feeling that “I want to use the Heart Sutra as a Japanese person to support my heart” and the feeling that “Buddha's theory is more convincing to me.”
The other day, we attended a zazen session at a nearby temple, and we all chanted the Heart Sutra. Before the zazen meditation recommended by Buddha, I read sutras that denied his teachings, and I felt guilty as if I had betrayed him.
(The book I read is a book by an authoritative teacher who teaches at a Buddhist university. The above interpretations are not my own; they are sold by them.)
Is my understanding of this extremely biased?
What do you think of the Heart Sutra?