hasunoha - Zen Q&A

Ten months have passed since the death of my beloved mother.
It's a day when I try to suppress my sad and helpless feelings by making an appeal on SNS or acting cheerfully as if people have changed at work, and it just feels kind of empty. It became even more painful when people told me that it had somehow become brighter, and it became even more painful...

At that time, I went home, and when I was about to fall asleep, I was woken up by the noise of the motorbike family, and I felt angry when I saw heartless words and actions against sick people, people with disabilities, and children,

Of course, I know that those people also have important families, but I wish those people didn't exist. It makes me think that leaving this world doesn't have to be my favorite mother.

When my mom finds out that I'm thinking like that, it seems like an idiot to get frustrated with people like that, so stop it! I think I'll say that.
If you think about fun things, you'll be happier.
('•_•)

Even so, no matter how much I hope for it, I can only meet my mother in my dreams. People around the same age are shopping with their mom today, too.
The sadness of having nowhere to go no matter what, continues.

Recently, I made a mourning postcard, so I felt sad once again.

I'm sorry for the disorganized random sentences.
Please give me some advice so that I can live a bright life in many ways starting tomorrow.

Hello Mameta.

I also lost my sister, so I understand the feeling very well.

They acted cheerfully because they couldn't be sad forever, but after all, it was impossible.
But I also have to go to work, and I have to meet people. but it was tough after all.

I really understand it very well.

It will soon be 3 years,
What's sad is sad, and what's frustrating is frustrating.

Please keep your sad feelings as they are and don't worry.

Once people finish their lives, there is a place where they can return their lives.
Beyond that we
It's called the “Pure Land of Paradise.”
There is a Buddha called “Amida” in that world
There is a Buddha who is like the mother of living things.
In other words, it's the parent's world.

The mother who went there doesn't need to worry.
On the other hand, it is probably the mother who is worried.

If you go to the Pure Land of Paradise, no exceptions
“Rokujinzu (Rokujinzu)”
It is explained that the six powers can be obtained.

I'll break it up and show you a few.

① Freedom, the power to go wherever you want (Kozashi-connoisseur)
② Ability to see everything regardless of distance (celestial eye)
➂ Ability to hear all kinds of voices and sounds (celestial ear)
④ Ability to understand people's thoughts and feelings so they can be picked up (other mindset)

Mom got these powers
Always by Mameta's side. You always look at Mameta, always listen to Mameta's voice, and you probably understand Mameta's joys and sorrows.

I have a younger sister who went earlier, my grandpa and my ancestors
They are always there, watching, listening, and understanding.
I believe so, and I'm living.

Namu Amida Buddha

I wish my mother wasn't the one who passed away

1 Zen Response

I got Rokujin Street (Rokujinzu) and watched