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Questions for Buddhists Part 9

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When I used to meditate, I meditated trying to get rid of distractions and become nothing
But I realized that the consciousness itself of trying to get rid of distractions and become nothing is a distraction
I left unconscious and unconscious of trying to become nothing
Then I saw a scene where small grains of various colors were moving irregularly in front of me
When I'm following the irregular movements of those small grains with my eyes, I'm still conscious within myself
When I wasn't following the irregular movement of those small grains with my eyes, I was in a state where I was unconscious
And when you don't follow the irregular movements of those small grains with your eyes and you're in a state where you're unconscious
I'm in a daze with a mystical feeling that the color is nothing like the sky and at the same time it's not nothing
And when I stay that way the whole time, I see something like a daydream
When I'm daydreaming, I'm not conscious, so I'm watching without being aware that I'm looking at it
but when I get back to my conscious state later, I realize that I had a strange dream just now
There were good things about daydreams, but there were also bad ones
The worst thing was that in my daydream, my other self killed people indiscriminately
But I'm staring at it
I don't know if they're conscious or not
I don't know if there are values of right and wrong
I don't know if it's me or not
I was just staring in a daze. It was a really scary dream, so I told my parents about it
Then my parents said, “Eh! Were you meditating upstairs? I was told, “You were watching TV downstairs...”
When I heard that, I meditated and thought that if I were in a state where I didn't know if I was conscious or not, I would be possessed by an evil spirit
And if you search for the roots of meditation and yoga
I learned that it is from Sheva, the Hindu god of destruction, that dances with a human head cut off
I also learned that Indians worship this Sheva by ritualizing cannibalism, narcotics, and perverted sexual habits
Aren't the roots of meditation and yoga dangerous?
Are meditation and yoga not dangerous at all, just good for your health?
Aren't you meditating too much and getting possessed by evil spirits?
What I saw was just an illusion, so wouldn't it be better to continue meditating without thinking about anything and attain enlightenment?
Or rather, as a result of continuing to meditate, can we gain the power of enlightenment that can save Japan, the suicidal powerhouse, and even this nightmare of mine?

5 Zen Responses

Moon Healing Escalation

Hello.

Do you know the anime show Sailor Moon?
It's a story where the main character, Tsukino Usagi, gains special powers one day, transforms into Sailor Moon, and fights against bad guys (demons). Sailor Moon uses a technique called “Moon Healing Escalation” to defeat enemies. Enemies fall while saying “refresh.”

Well, as I wrote last time, enlightenment is not something where you can see any light, nor is it something that leaves the astral body. Throw away that meditation experience. (It's not like getting special powers like Sailor Moon). Therefore, there is no way to answer the theory that assumes your meditation experience, which was written after that.
Also, the Buddha's mercy is undivided between people, but it's not like bathing in a “moon healing escalation” to make you feel refreshed. There is salvation for those who have a proper ear.

You seem to be heartbroken by the number of suicides (suicides) among Japanese people. Me too. Your own meditation is also important, but in order to save this suicide society, I think it is important for more people to “have an ear to listen to Buddhism.” We ask for your cooperation as well.
I am also continuing to write answers here so that even one person can be deterred from suicide.
Of course, I will continue to appeal to your heart. What's that thing you're holding in your heart? I mean.
If you have any concerns, please let me know.

I recommend that you see a psychosomatic medicine once.

Hello.

I don't intend to throw it away, but I've also read past questions.
I felt that it would be better to receive counseling once.
I also don't think it would be good for the questioner to seek too many solutions to live only through religious experiences.

Also, since this is a place where consultations are the main purpose, I think those who have had discussions etc. elsewhere will be satisfied.

There are also people here who are in a hurry, so I would appreciate it if you could refrain from unnecessary and urgent 119 and hasunoha.

Wisdom and good fortune

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

Don't get too caught up, obsessed, or view the mystical experience in meditation as a reality.

What is important for achieving full enlightenment is the accumulation of the two resources of wisdom and good fortune.

Wisdom is mainly an understanding of “emptiness.”

Fukutoku is the practice of merit and convenience.

It is necessary to train both wheels in a well-balanced manner.

Among these, meditation and meditation are just one practice for understanding “emptiness.”

What is important in meditation and meditation is understanding “emptiness.”

It is hoped that it will also be adjusted correctly by stopping and watching.

Let's continue to work hard so that we can correctly capture “emptiness” in terms of ratio and actual volume.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

It's fine

I'm a Buddhist.

If you think meditating is dangerous, don't do it anymore.
Somehow, you're driving yourself really hard.

That's enough, relax your shoulders!
It's fine.
You are enough.
If you want to be saved, love yourself.

I recommend starting something new.
Maybe you're into martial arts.

I'm not going back

Meditation is neither good nor bad. But it's incomplete.

Therefore, there are people who misuse meditation experiences (whether they are aware of it or not) and people who are mentally ill. They are possessed by monsters, and they are unable to successfully return to the real world.

Zen monks do “zazen” rather than meditate.

Meditation is one method for freeing the mind.
On the other hand, “zazen” is about releasing the mind, training to successfully return from that state to the real world, and learning these over and over again in various situations.

Therefore, reciting sutras, doing work, adjusting one's life in general, and facing one's own mind and solving everyday problems are all part of “zazen.” It is also essential in order to repel the “monsters” that appear during meditation and move beyond.

Now you're asking, “What's right? How do you digest shocking experiences?” It looks like they are suffering.

If that's the case, please come back to the real world first.

Please shake off all the fantastic scenes and fearsome monsters you've seen in the world of meditation and come back.
If you're stuck in its current state, you'll be swallowed up by monsters.
I think it will continue to be painful for a long time.

When the monks say, “Forget your experiences,” they are by no means denying your experiences themselves.

“It's dangerous to fight monsters while defenseless. I'm just saying, “Let's go back to this world and work out countermeasures together.” The so-called “is that kind of equipment OK?” That's it.

Fortunately, the Zushi side left behind a lot of excellent equipment.
Also, I myself have been saved by that equipment.

By nature, you have the power to brighten up the world.
That's why we can't afford to hand you over to the devil.

The Buddha is working hard to save you, even at this moment.
We're doing trial and error trying to somehow translate it and communicate it to you.

In order to save the world, please save yourself first.

If “zazen” gradually takes shape, I think it will be possible to live a rich life in the true sense of the word, by playing a unique role in a large natural flow without being based on a momentary shocking experience.

If you don't mind, why don't you join us in “zazen”?

Gassho