You wanted that monk to listen to the story, didn't you?
I didn't want to talk to anyone, I wanted to talk to that person.
I didn't want to believe anyone, I wanted to believe that person.
That's why, if that person doesn't answer, maybe no one else can answer Pyonko's “that feeling” you talked about.
I hope you get back to me.
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Even if we don't get it, we hope to support Pyonko by listening to the story here so that she can accept her own feelings that were not accepted by Pyonko herself, such as “is there such a thing?” and “It's not going the way I want it to go.”
Even if only that person can accept the feelings that Pyonko-san gathered up her courage and spoke to that person, I wish we could accept the person Pyonko-san and her worries and suffering.
Please come back anytime.