The purpose of life
“Right now, I have no happiness or unhappiness. However, a moment will pass.”
This is Dazai Osamu's act of disqualifying as a human.
Speaking of Osamu Dazai, there are many cases where it is captured as a negative image, and it is also said that this line is also a phrase when he decided to commit suicide.
But it makes me think this is a “state of enlightenment.”
Recently, I've become aware of “death.”
It is definitely not a desire to die by suicide, etc., and I have come to think that judging whether one's life was good or bad is something to judge for oneself when looking back on oneself like a running lamp at the moment of death.
So, I'm trying to live the present to the fullest...
However, I was tormented by a sense of emptiness, because only my ideals became clear, and reality seemed extremely boring or unbeautiful, probably because it went wrong.
We received answers to recent questions, and learned about the gap between ideals and reality.
It's not easy to accept everything as it is, and if you make it ideal, you'll fall back into self-centered thoughts like going around in a daze...
Now, let me ask you another question.
Assuming that there is no reincarnation, what does it mean for people to be born until they die?
If it's best to let go of worries and live a neutral way of thinking, what joy is there?
If there is reincarnation, I think it's a different story, but since I can't remember it, I dare ask you to focus on the part of life in this world.
