I'm already tired
I asked a question about employment as a teacher before.
It's been a little over 2 years since I graduated from college, and I still haven't been able to get a proper job offer.
This year, as an unregular/part-time lecturer, I spent late at night researching teaching materials and providing career guidance while facing students.
Among them, while taking recruitment tests, I worked hard for a year looking for a regular place of employment.
However, my dismissal was finally decided, and I've been looking for my next job ever since, but I haven't decided at all, and it's only 1 month left.
I'm already tired of job hunting. It's finally been 4 years. Also, it seems that if you leave it like this, you will lose your job and become even more disadvantaged.
I thought about other occupations, but in the end, I couldn't leave the teaching profession due to objections from my parents.
My biggest hope is that I want to work as a teacher next year, and I would like to receive full-time and regular employment (job offers) by the end of this year.
But it's not working at all. At the end of the interview, I almost always get dropped.
Even though I reflected on it and had many people watch and practice, it didn't work. I also went to Hello Work for young people for a while.
I'm already tired.
I was prepared that no matter how hard I tried, it was natural that I wouldn't be recognized, but when I saw more and more of my juniors and peers getting married and getting jobs, I felt like I was always going down a path that didn't suit me.
How should I live? I'm already tired.
Sorry for the long post.
