If you're in the third year of middle school, it's probably around the time you're busy studying. Mr. Todo also wrote it, and I think he is probably thinking, “No matter how much effort you make now, no matter how much effort you make now, it's going to lead to death anyway, so it's probably the same no matter what (no matter what) you do.”
Or maybe they're thinking about reincarnation.
Your question is “Where do humans reach?” As an answer to this, I think “death” is certainly the correct answer. However, I feel that the intention to express it in one word is not very useful. Death due to a traffic accident tomorrow. Death comes when a major earthquake hits. Cancer was discovered at a young age, and death occurred. He died at the age of 70 and 80. Maybe they're in love. Maybe my consciousness is clear. Is it an illness, an accident, hunger, or war? How many family members do you have, friends, and peers. Although they are headed for the same “death,” each person arrives at a different “death.”
In other words, “What kind of death do you want to have?” I don't think thinking and designing is at least something humans can do. And how do you greet the day just before that? How do you greet a day or a year ago? I think we have the freedom to think about it.
If you're in the third year of middle school, I don't think you've been declared dead for the time being. So, I think “I know it will come someday, but the firing range is too far.” It's hard not being able to see ahead. that's why.
While disgusted, I still spend my time (Ozaki Yutaka “Graduation”). Even though it's vague now, I can see it as I spend my time. As you spend your time, you may be able to see things that “I'm not sick of it, it's not rough.”
I'm also a monk, so I have many opportunities to think about my own death. I'm quite a bit older than you, but I can only think of it as “I want to die in a peaceful environment.” What's more, it's just “for now, I think so for the time being.” And after that, it's about “leaving it up to Amida (since it's the Jodo sect).”
What kind of death would you like to do your best for the time being? You've probably seen images from conflict zones, images of earthquakes and tsunamis, and scenes of people dying in dramas. As that image develops, “What are you going to do now?” aimed at it However, there are times when it comes into view while being vaguely visible.
You feel that you are “thinking about what you need to think” very sincerely. I'm praying for your future.