war, fear of death
Nice to meet you. My name is Yamato.
I have a feeling that I'm afraid of dying.
Also, I'm caught up in a certain delusion.
The place where I live is going to be attacked by a nuclear missile from North Korea.
The world is being driven by an invisible force, and we can't help but feel like we're being made to go to war.
For the past 23 days, I've been hearing the sound of a helicopter flying from the sky all night long.
I watch news, the internet, etc., and become frightened by adding delusions to delusions.
I'm frightened by the slightest noise, I'm worried that a siren will go off, and I'm delusional about how nuclear weapons explode in the sky or how the land is polluted and no one comes to help.
I learned on this site that there are other people who are afraid of war. I think I know in my head that I have no choice but to do what I can do now rather than be afraid of war, but I'm still scared and lost.
What you can do now is run away from this place (prefecture or country where you live now)? Is it about continuing to live a normal life? Or is it about not being afraid of death? I don't know what to do.
What on earth should I do?
I'm sorry for the disorganized sentence.
I know you're busy,
I would appreciate your answers.
