Reasons for leaving
I'm currently considering retirement.
The reason is that I don't live with my work shift and my physical condition continues to be poor, and that passive smoking during breaks is painful, but is that sweet?
The workplace is an environment where you can study, and there are no complaints about the work content or staff.
It's a 2-shift shift system, but I can't keep up with being late, early, late, and early.
There are also people who work so hard that they go to work on the first train and go home on the last train! If you say that, it's true.
Wouldn't it be nice to be able to relax in the morning even if you get home late! It's natural to be told, but getting home late and not being able to eat dinner is more stressful than anything else.
Efforts such as making a lot on holidays and freezing them are not enough.
Originally, compared to people of the same age, the amount of food required is high, and it is what is called a heavy eater for weight loss. It will soon run out.
It may be said that there are convenient things such as convenience store bento boxes and cup noodles, etc.
Even if I eat such poor food every day, I don't feel the euphoria of eating and I burst into tears.
I have a healthy homemade diet, and I eat junk food once in a while, so I feel it's delicious. Food costs are wasted, but recently I feel that the content of the meal is unhappy is nothing other than unhappiness.
My paranoia of sacrificing my life for work even though I'm doing a job I love has intensified.
I have poor nutritional status, so I get anemia, and passive smoking in break rooms also spurs headaches. The smokers are all people above, so I can't tell anyone, and blatant things such as covering my nose with a towel are disgusting, so I can't do it.
However, if you eat outside until lunchtime, you won't have any money.
As of now, the symptoms are about anemia, headache, nausea, numbness of the tongue, and fatigue, but they have not improved even after taking the medicine I received at the hospital. The pain is getting stronger.
I think it will really break my body if I keep going any longer than this.
If you don't work until you break your body as a member of society, will you retire due to indulgence?
Even if you list the symptoms in letters, they say, “That's all the same. It's just something that makes me want to say “everyone is having a hard time.”
Right now, there are places where other companies in the same industry say “you should come to my house,”
I thought about a lot of things, and as a result, my desire to change jobs there became stronger.
But I feel like my reason for leaving was just running away, and it's a bitter feeling that's hard to express in any way.