I can't go to the class reunion
I haven't been to a class meeting or reunion since I graduated.
I've only been guided about 3 or 4 times in the past, but I don't have the courage to go.
As a reason...
① Currently, I don't have a relationship with any of my friends from when I was a student.
② I live in my hometown, but I retired for nursing care and became unemployed, and I don't have confidence.
③ I feel like I can't talk to each other because I'm single.
④ I haven't had many friends since then, and I've been bullied, so I haven't been able to meet those people face to face.
⑤ Studying is below average, and I don't have a strong presence.
Anyway, I had an introverted personality that didn't stand out, so I never heard an invitation from anyone.
Even when I go to a class reunion, I'm absent because I think it would be easier if I didn't go there, as much as eating alone,
Can't it be helped?
What I've done in the past is backfiring now and is making the world smaller?
