About daily work
Thank you for always answering all my questions. The first anniversary of my mother's death is now 1 month later, and things have calmed down a bit. Thank you very much.
I have taken a leave of absence due to illness, and since I have time, I work for my parents, grandparents, and ancestors every day in the morning and evening.
My family is a member of the Shingon sect, and we are taught by Mr. Masuda of the Shingon sect, and we also share sutras, but if we chant it every day, we think about something else while reciting the Heart Sutra.
For some reason, I only remember things I don't like about work, trouble with my older brother, etc. Originally, I think it should be sung while praying for the attainment of Buddha and souls for the souls of my parents and ancestors, but as the grief of losing my mother is healing, I feel a sense of guilt that the feeling of memorial service is disappearing.
A religious practitioner told me that for 7 years, my mother's spirit would go around greeting her acquaintances, etc., and return to the Buddhist altar during that time. Even so, I'm telling you such nonchalant sutras.
I think the teachers who answer here have been working every day for years, but how do you feel about continuing? This is a very rude question for teachers who have been practicing, studying, and have been practicing Buddhism for many years, but I'm sorry.