I want to die

Try writing it out as much as possible here.

You should be able to get responses from a number of people. Let's talk about it.

is that so? There were a lot of things.

The reality of living sometimes weighs too much, and it's so painful and painful that you want to die... that's exactly how you feel right now.

They're probably tired of talking. You probably feel like no one can understand it even when you talk about it.

Actually, that's true. We can only listen.

The only person who takes on reality is the person himself/herself.

Also, I can't understand the other person's feelings. It's arrogant to understand.

However, we hope that by listening to the story, we can have a relationship where the person himself wants to accept that reality.

I also have a desire to understand and to be close to them.

There is this kind of reaction here even if you don't say anything. There is another reaction that I only received when you talked about it.

Please feel free to do whatever you want.

Talking is a relationship, not talking is a relationship. This is how Hasunoha and you formed a relationship.

Please make use of it as a good relationship.

I read it.
I don't know what happened or what kind of painful feelings you had, but you're probably being forced into a very difficult situation right now.
I sincerely understand your painful feelings.
First of all, if possible, please take a slow breath and calm your mind even a little bit.
Also, please rest your mind and body to the extent possible. Also, please calm your mind and body even a little bit.

If you can, why don't you talk about your feelings slowly after that? If it's hard, please keep talking about it within reason.
This place is anonymous, so please try to talk about it to the extent possible. And please let out that painful feeling even a little bit from within you.
Also, please ease the burden on your mind even a little bit.
We are always waiting for you.
We look forward to working with you in the future.
You and we have a relationship, and we have a connection.
You're never alone.

I sincerely pray to the Buddha that the burden on your feelings will be lightened even a little and that your mind will be at ease.

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

It's something that suddenly doesn't make you think “I want to die” when there's nothing.

“I want to die” is made up not only of “I want to die,” but also of causality (cause and condition) that makes you think so.

Conversely, “I want to live” is also made up of causes and relationships that think so.

Right now, due to a bad cause and effect, I have so much trouble and suffering that I want to die.

Due to good causes and relationships, if possible, I would like to change it so that people think “I want to live.”

Among good causes, Buddhism explains the methodology for adjusting causal relationships in order to achieve supreme enlightenment and nirvana.

If possible, I hope you can work on a good cause and effect by practicing Buddhism little by little.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

Hello.

OK well. Don't think so hard. Why don't you go eat something tasty today?

I like MiniStop soft serve ice cream, and I also like “pudding parfait.”
Eating something sweet will calm your mind.
But is warm food better at this time of year? Speaking of which, the roasted sweet potatoes sold at Don Quijote are so delicious. By all means.

If you feel better, please tell me a more detailed story.