I'm sure I'm a pig

I think it's an eating disorder. it's bulimia where you eat extremely large amounts, isn't it? I'm sure the cause is the environment surrounding you...

I want to stop it, but I can't.
it's painful, isn't it?
If it were true, I'd have to be properly examined at a hospital. I've read the questions up until now, but I want to get out of them.
If that's the case, I have to stand on my own feet and get away from my current environment.

Why don't you walk? Set a goal and walk 3 times a week even if you can't do it every day. I breathe in the air and move my body while watching the scenery. Mind and body are one. So, when my mind is struggling, I move my body.
I'll walk with you too. I'll go out with you.
So why don't you start something?
Let people who look like pigs say that.
You can change ◎

Hello. My name is Tonton Tange from Thick-sliced Roasted Pork Man.
Let's change the direction we need to go before Boudeau accelerates and it's too late.
Maybe your parents or family environment are demanding more than your actual skills from you.
It's better to think that you can't do anything without being good.
When I set out something I have to do, I think I have to do it.
Since that doesn't happen, they start eating food as a compensatory act.
Try throwing away all the food in the grocery warehouse.
Try fasting for one day.
You wouldn't be able to do it at home, so let's go out without anything other than transportation expenses and drinking water.
They switch what you feed your mind to something other than information called food (although I dare say information).
I have to be with people.
Being with people makes you think you have to listen to people who are more powerful from your standpoint, so it's probably impossible for them to eat.
If there's anything you can think of, use this as a trigger to swear that you won't eat anything other than water today, 24 hours from now.
Humans have human rules, and without human rules, they are free.
Aren't you struggling with someone else's rules?

I read it.
I think this is very troubling.
I sincerely understand your painful feelings.

And from now on, please get a thorough examination by a specialist, get diagnosed, live a regular lifestyle, and have a proper diet.

Meal times are fixed at fixed times, and I think there are age and individual differences, but I wonder if the amount is about 1 to 3 okazu items including 1 cup of miso soup plus vegetables for 1 to 2 meals, refrain from eating complete meals, don't eat after dinner, don't eat while watching TV while doing anything, for example, and at most about 1 slice of shortcake about once a day.

It's important, everything you eat other than salt is important for life. We have received a variety of lives, and thanks to that, we have been kept alive.
Please make effective use of the life you have received.

It depends on you living a healthy, firm and proper life from now on.

There may also be various obstacles, but please don't lose.

Please stay on the path you are aiming for!

That's because you're being nurtured and protected by many things.

I sincerely pray that you will be able to live a healthy and rich heart from now on.

I'm supporting you from the bottom of my heart!

Stress is probably the cause after all...

However, having to lose even more weight is also stressful...

After all, there is a limit to self-management, so it's not RIZAP, but maybe it's better to have someone else manage it.

As a bulimia, it would be best to be treated by a medical institution.

It seems that there are good treatments and supplements these days that have almost no side effects.

Please don't think it's such an exaggeration... and try having a medical examination once.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho