What is my life

Is your husband on your side? What's important to you is probably your child and husband.
It's natural that things don't go well with your mother-in-law. I have to have frequent discussions with my husband and ask him to use him as a cushion. And basically, it's about having them stand by your side. In some cases, I'd like to consider separating from my mother-in-law.

If you lose your life, it will also have an impact on raising children. Relationships where you can't say what you want to say are breathtaking, aren't they?
I'm doing my best.
Please consult with us as soon as possible. If you break up, the kids won't have a place to go.

I read your profile, and even though you're young, you're doing your best every day.
It really makes me bow my head. Please do not overdo it.

You worry about a lot of things every day, don't you think? After worrying and worrying, there are times when your actions don't pay off. However, if you don't move forward even a little bit, you won't be able to move forward.

Why don't you gently consult with your husband little by little so that there are no horns as much as possible so that he can be the person who understands you the most.

in such a situation
You can't think about the future.

Surrounding
Nothing can be sacrificed
There are only things that are important,
You have to grind your body to the ground and move on.

But is that all disgusting?
Will it continue for the next 5 or 10 years?

Right now it looks like I'm alone being sacrificed,
Someday there will be a day when I think “the predicament at that time became food”
I will definitely come.

You know it very well. I know exactly what is important, what to do, and how it should be. And they're actually trying their best and doing their best.
So dare I say it.

It doesn't have to be perfect.
You don't have to work hard.
You can think of yourself as being sacrificed.
You can think of yourself as the most important.
It's okay if there are times when you don't think your surroundings are important.
You can think of it as a hassle.
You can throw it all out if you want to.
You can seek your own happiness.
You can shout that it's all crap.
You can skip it.
You can hit and scatter.

you are you. You can leave it as is.

Have you received any kind of support? Nursery schools at child-rearing support centers and childcare circles...
SNS... hasunoha...

People around me say it bluntly. Everyone says whatever they want because it's not about themselves. I also say it as if I were right.

You can listen to everything. No, you don't have to listen to it, let alone play it.

It's probably full right now.

Your life is colored by the important things around you, but right now you're probably so exhausted that you can't see it.

Take care of yourself. Relying on it is not indulgent.