About eating meat
This is my first time asking a question.
I thought I understood that living meant sacrificing many lives, but recently, eating meat in particular has become inseparable.
Recently, I went to the ranch to play with my kids and experienced milking cows. When I held the boob of the cow with milk on it, it was so warm and soft that I almost burst into tears.
Cows make milk for calves, and my heart was tightened when I thought they wouldn't complain even if they were squeezed by unrelated humans.
However, I ate my stomach full of beef at the same ranch that night. I didn't forget the excitement of being touched by a live cow, but the act of eating meat had become too routine.
Now every day I think about eating life.
For example, even if there were only me and one chicken in this world, I wouldn't be able to kill a chicken, pluck its feathers, and eat it. You probably won't be able to kill a chicken even if you almost die of hunger.
So I'm not qualified to eat chicken in the first place, right? It makes me think. They are sold in packs, so I think they just can't see what it really means to eat this meat.
I'm not a vegetarian, so I sometimes eat meat in my daily life, but I don't think my life and my life are worth as much as the lives of sacrificed animals.
It's so hard to live by taking the lives of other animals every day.
And I think about this every day at every meal. It would be nice if I was alone, but I prepare meals for my kids and my husband.
I don't know if it's right to get my growing child involved in this kind of suffering and turn them into vegetarians.
I don't want you to tell me how meat gets on the table and live with worries like me as a result.
What to eat, how to live, and what should we teach children?
They say you should be grateful and eat, but if you are grateful, what can you do?
What is the difference between people who can eat meat to their heart's content without thinking about anything from me?
There aren't many people around me who have this kind of trouble, and there aren't many vegetarians in Japan...
Thank you for reading to the end.
Please give me some advice.
