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I keep wishing for my husband to die every day

We are a family of four: a husband who is moraharu, an eldest son who is 21 years old and the eldest daughter is 19 years old.
So much so that it's almost 365 days every day
My husband keeps on cursing me.
Not just about me, kids tidy up and other things
When there's something you couldn't do, it's because the way you raised them is bad! That's because you're not educating your kids! This is what happens because I haven't told you!
You really are an idiot! It's Kurkrupa!
There's nothing you can do about it, you idiot!
I'm told that every day, every day...
Honestly, I'm selfish and self-centered.
I'm also reflecting on the fact that I prioritize myself,
There are places where I prioritize what I want to do.
Maybe he's a bad person.
I only earn about 80,000 yen as a part-time income.
That's why she doesn't give money to her husband! I take care of my life, so it's natural for me to listen to what I say even if I don't like it!
If you don't like that, make about the amount I earn! Then I'll listen to you too! It really doesn't add to my life either!
It's a day when people keep saying things like that.
It seems that there are times once a day where the 3 members of the family other than my husband, me, the eldest son, and the eldest daughter, are unpopular one by one,
I'm going to be told every day using that as a story.
I've been scolded so much that I can't write for 22 years since I got married, and although it has decreased now, they have been violently used.
My mind is about to get weird. It might be weird anymore.
I wish my husband would die every day!
Die fast! Kuta Barre! You die!
I'm saying it out loud so I can't hear it.
Worst of all, even if you don't die, live like this and get older
If you feel sick or disabled, remember it!
I have made up my mind that I will definitely take revenge.

Already every day every day every day
die! Kuta Barre! damn it! If I keep thinking, nothing good will happen to me.
I think God would make sure nothing good happened to me.
But I didn't think or put it into words
I just can't put up with it.
When it's bad, I don't know if it's called Yin-zen for my husband's family at home, but I have a license plate,
Go to that sign and do something about him!
It's probably your family! Come pick me up soon!
Come on! I've already said that.
If I don't like it, I might think I should get divorced, but I don't feel like breaking up even if I'm mean. Because I definitely want revenge.
Am I abnormal like this? Is she a devilish woman?

4 Zen Responses

Get away from that environment

I think getting divorced is the biggest problem for husbands. While saying it's revenge, you're probably going to suffer during that time. Many more years to come.
If you were alone, you would be able to increase your work hours, and your peaceful life would change the environment.
Do you care about your husband? Does your husband care about you? This answer is probably the answer to whether or not they are formed as a married couple.

Change your purpose.

I read it.
I immediately presented the straw doll set “💀 Mataro-kun” from Toyama.
Ah, they are currently out of stock.
There's nothing but my leftover natto straw, so it might smell a bit like natto, but if that's OK, I'll send it to you.
Cows go deep into the woods at 3 o'clock! this! Hey hey! with hate!
“(#) SHINE-! SHINE!” It hits the tree while screaming.
I took a video of the situation on..., processed Kira ☆ glitter, and uploaded it on Instagram. SHINE is read as Shine, not Shine.
The hashtags are “♯ husband,” “♯ straw doll,” “♯ curse,” and “♯ should we keep this envy!”
If you visit the “Husband Mr. Site” [Death Note] to relieve the melancholy of everyday life, you will find many words that are perfect for your frequency. Let's borrow the drama “Naomi and Kanako,” where two best friends cooperate with each other on GEO or TSUTAYA to commit a perfect crime by murdering a DV husband and watching it in front of my husband every day.
Yes. Up to this point, I'm pretending.
First of all, my husband is probably sick, so let's go to an electronics store today and buy IC recorders that sell for a few thousand yen.
Please recommend to your husband that the two of you have a three-party interview at the temple as a suggestion to improve the marital relationship.
If you're told that it's stupid or stupid at that time, let's keep it at the same time.
This has the effect of zeroing damage by changing the objective within you to “collecting,” and your opponent's idiot boss changes from just acceptance to “collection/recording.” Plus, it can be used as proof of morality even in times of emergency, so let's record a lot with the intention of recording a documentary program.
Morahara husbands are unaware of morahara husbands.
Let's record more and more decisive words like “this zero-” by a certain member of parliament with the intention that they will be picked up on TV someday. Let's publish it on the internet. Seek help from third parties as well.
There are aspects of evil that cannot be changed because they don't come to light.
What is important is changing the couple's attitude. Make your husband understand what you don't want him to do. Then the problem is half solved.
The rest is a matter of your own mind. First, it's a good idea to take the children on your side and talk seriously about the marital relationship with a third party or temple. Bullies hate being brought to light. You're not my husband's life. You should live your life.

Good-bye

If this is true, then it is beyond the realm of morahara.
Domestic violence, verbal violence.
There used to be a program called Money Tora,
Successful managers become challengers seeking investment
Throw harsh words.
You can say whatever you want, but those who wish to invest can endure whatever is said because they want money.
I can endure small talk that would be very unbearable if said face to face normally.
The reason we can do this is because we want them to invest.

Do you have any purpose to put up with it?
Save money and become independent in the future. I'll put up with it in the meantime.
Also, it is said that they don't earn money,
Naturally, housework burdens are also recognized as housework.
In the case of divorce, as a division of property, assets equivalent to that, and
You can claim alimony for receiving bad comments.
It's about keeping records such as recordings of your husband's daily words and actions.
If you don't have proof, you can't prove it.
If the content is this bad, of course you can ask for a divorce,
You'll be able to claim alimony.
After that, please consult with an expert lawyer.
Let's stop cursing. If you curse a person, there are two holes.
That's what makes you a person just like your husband.
It is a kind and kind response to people.
Also, I want to pray for the happiness of those around me.
Is that what stupidity is made of?
It's embarrassing, but even so, I'm working.
Every day is a reflection.
Please take a new first step towards spring.
You can't change people. However, you yourself can change depending on how you feel.
Namu Amida Buddha
Namu Amida Buddha
Namu Amida Buddha
I wish you happiness.

You've endured it very well. Maybe I was able to put up with it because I had kids too.
However, the child will leave the house in due course.
If that happens, all of your husband's rants will be directed at you.
For when that happens, let's proceed with preparations now in order to break up.
If you get divorced, how much can you expect to earn by increasing your part-time job?
Whether it is possible to move into inexpensive municipal housing.
If my kids work, can they get a little bit of support?
Talk to your lawyer about whether there is anything you should prepare in case of divorce.
After preparations have progressed, let's tell your husband that they will get divorced if they don't change the wording.
If your husband converts, I think it's okay to forgive him, but if you don't feel like converting at all, I don't think it's unavoidable to break up.