It's hard being alive

It is said that you quit your job right away, but don't you often worry about the public eye?
How are you evaluated by your boss for your work, and what do your customers think?
I don't want to lose to my juniors. That feeling is getting in the way.

It's a delusion created in your mind.
Actually, I don't care what anyone thinks.
Even if you think your evaluation is low, it might actually be different. This is something only the person himself knows.

Even if sales are surpassed by juniors, there really isn't any problem. That's why it doesn't matter if you're a junior or a senior. If you keep going, you might even go higher.

I think they're being swayed by something so ambiguous.
You may be fooled by your assumptions and make you want to quit your job.

Why don't you just do it all without thinking about anything. Just do the work in front of you. After 10 years of doing it, you'll be able to create your own style. Nonetheless, you can firmly solidify your life underfoot without worrying or becoming anxious by thinking about years ahead. It's foot care. Take good care of your life so you don't think too much about the future or your delusions.

Tamago-sama
Nice to meet you, my name is Tetsuya Urakami from Nagomi-an.

If your work doesn't go well, you don't have any plans to get married, and your debts just increase, I thought it was no wonder that you would take your own life as “stupid.”

Suddenly I'll talk about myself, but I was born into an ordinary family, left a school unrelated to Buddhism, and worked for a general company. However, it didn't last very long, and when I changed a few jobs, my best friend's father told me, “Uragami-kun doesn't have any objections.”

I was shocked and frustrated.

However, after that, they had a relationship, and the path of becoming a monk was paved.
Right now, I'm walking thinking this is my path.

I think I was lucky to have found my own path.
Tamago hasn't found it yet, and she's suffering, isn't she?

It was written that they are now practicing patience.
You said “it's hard, it's tough,” and I'm guessing that you've already worked hard enough. Nevertheless, I dare say, “I want you to go the extra mile and do your best.”

I'm thinking from the bottom of my heart that the time will come when Tamago, who says “it's not worth being alive,” will come when she thinks “well, I'm glad I'm alive” (-person-)

In Heisei 8, he became the current chief priest of the temple, and there were only things I couldn't say to people.

When he became the chief priest, the main hall disappeared due to a fire, and there was no way to even rebuild it.

I was angry and frustrated because I was also a young chief priest.

They were defrauded of tens of millions of dollars and selfish acts by traders, thinking that they had finally gotten back on track.

I can say it now, but really, it wasn't once or twice that I tried to live my life.

But you can't die.

You, too, are fine.

Try to relax your shoulders a little bit.

If that doesn't work, I'll always be waiting at this place.

It's okay, I'm sure it's fine

Because it's protected

Inherent bad luck also helped, and everything didn't go well. They are living to this day while wanting to die while saying things won't go well.
If you're going to die anyway, it's good for a woman to be happy after getting married.
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If death is your ultimate goal, it would be a good idea to do the job properly and start lessons for marriage.
It's not about putting up with it, I think it's necessary to let it go smoothly.

Thinking about dying can happen a few times in life.
When so many things overlap, it's really disgusting, isn't it?
But until now, there must have been times when I didn't think I was going to die.
Out of 365 days, the fact that you want to die in 24 hours does not account for 90% or more. If I really thought I was going to die, I'm already among the 80 people a day today.
30,000 people commit suicide a year.
Divided by 365, 70 to 90 people took their own lives today in one day.
I attended the funeral of a person who died by suicide several times, but my family was miserable.
If you commit suicide, your family will really suffer for the rest of your life.
There was a person who came from Fukushima the other day.
If I really wanted to die, I wouldn't need money or anything.
Please visit the temple while traveling to Saitama.
You can change your life as much as you want.
There were a few times I thought I was going to die too.
Looking back now, I was in a state where I wasn't able to see things correctly.
No matter what, humans look at others and situations through their own thoughts.
If you do that, sometimes life really seems boring.
Let's get along with people. Let's give them a different angle. You can now live a pretty bright way of life.