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Hello. My part-time boss changed six months ago, and from around that time it was also to reduce labor costs,
My personality was denied a lot, and I was told that I am an unworthy person to be alive.
I worked hard for 3 months until I found my next job.
I had found a new job, changed jobs, and felt like I was off to a fresh start.
One month passed since then, and once again, I was told that it wasn't worth living.
It's a very painful word for me, who grew up being bullied for a long time.
I went to an interview for my next job, but I haven't heard a job offer yet, so I'm uneasy.
Are there any part-time jobs that need me?
What is worth living for?

4 Zen Responses

You can't decide the value of living for others

Others probably want to say they have nothing to gain from you and are useless.
You don't need to listen to such selfish opinions.
You are living for yourself, not for others.
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“About one human being has strengths”
It's a thoughtful phrase for a strong person.
There are even people who don't have any merits.
It doesn't work to have confidence in someone like that and smile as much as when it's hard.
There are people who are instantly denied even the desire to try it, and even if they do the same thing and get the same results, even if they get better results than others, even if they make an effort.
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How to survive to the fullest as a weak person
It's about clearing your mind and becoming lighter.
It's a state where bad evaluations have turned to ashes and heavily cloud your mind.
Come to the main hall of the temple.
The dirty dirt that was shown every time there was
Let the Buddha wash it off.
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The temple is a nice place.

It exists before I say it's worth nothing

When it comes to whether everyone has value or not, maybe they don't. Generally speaking, it is said that everyone has value in life, but value is nothing more than what people think, and it differs from person to person.
There is no need to believe in such instability.

There is a fact that it exists without being swayed by such things.
That's enough. No matter what people say, you're alive. That's fine. Sometimes things don't go the way you want at work.
Maybe there are times when people say something.

However, there is a way of life in Buddhism that is unfazed by such words. It's a saved path.
Please learn Buddhism and practice getting to know yourself.

The value of being able to see things you weren't able to see when you were a kid

According to the Japanese Constitution, all citizens have the right to life.
Even if you can't work, you won't have to worry about food, clothing, shelter, and medical care if you get welfare.
So, enjoying small meals, watching TV and laughing, and even so, it should be a much more luxurious life than the kings of the olden days.
Just the fact that I live in Japan is an amazing premium.
Even if you couldn't buy it when you were a kid, you might be able to buy it now.
Even where your grandparents couldn't go, you might be able to go now.
Isn't that worth enough?
Isn't it worth taking a look at something you've never seen before?

Nor is it worth believing

You don't have to take it seriously when someone says such a thing.
It's not worth believing. It's not worth dealing with those words.
Are there any places you can think of?
It was probably simply hurt.
The problem is that you also sympathize with those words.
I really became addicted to the art of words because I didn't see the value of living in you.
The value of being alive is probably greater value than being born in this world and living for 50 years, 365 days x 50 times that word. Please don't hesitate to say such words.
Studying this is Buddhism and Buddhism.
Let's look for something new. the world is expanding, isn't it?