physical pain
Hello.
Are you doing pretty well right now,
I do once in a while
All at once
My body is throbbing and my whole body aches.
My joints hurt so much that I can't stand
It was so heavy that I thought someone was riding on my back
I'm wandering around. I feel like I'm groaning.
I've been unable to do a lot until now, so
That was probably a curse.
I think the pain is mental.
I know the cause,
It would be nice if I could rest at that time,
It's the worst when you can't rest.
There are times when I don't know how to keep my mind.
It hurts so much, it hurts so much that I scream, and I get sick.
This kind of pain happened a long time ago
I overdid it a lot, so I'm like this now.
How foolish I am. It makes me think about it quite a bit.
I don't think I can live here and now.
The vengeance from that time is hurting me now, so that's why it's so uncomfortable.
Every day I think about when that pain will come again...
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My body hurt so much today that I couldn't help it.
I think it would be better if I died out of fear.
I thought a year ago that I would definitely die,
I really couldn't do it. I can't die..
but
I'm sick of it hurting this much.
I don't know how to keep it anymore. When I talk to someone, they treat me like crazy. I can't talk to anyone.
Anyway, I was allowed to write it here
How can I live a positive life?
