Tobiya-sama
What a painful and painful feeling... I was conflicted about how to tell them...
On the question on http://hasunoha.jp/questions/285, I'm tired of hearing the words “you have to cherish the life you have been given.” I also received harsh words,” and I answered, “Even so, I want you to say “being alive is precious”...
Preconceived arguments, formal theories, and pretty things aren't enough...
In Buddhism, suicide and suicide are basically taboo. This is because it becomes an “bad act” (bad act), and it is inevitable that you will eventually receive “bad consequences” (bad results). Motives leading to suicide or suicide are roughly mostly due to ignorance (fundamental ignorance) or worry. Also, as a motive for the person himself, even if it was not intended, even if it causes other inconvenience or sadness, suffering, or hesitation, it becomes “bad work,” and it is thought that it is inappropriate.
Are there any exceptions... this is a difficult point... whether suicide or suicide as an act of altruism or good virtue is permitted based on “mercy”... I asked “about one's own death” http://hasunoha.jp/questions/98, but after all, I can only say that it is extremely difficult in my current humble life...
Tobiya-sama probably thinks “it will end” if you die... the theory of annihilation and nihilism goes against the middle path (of course, the theory of permanent residence and the theory of substance also go against the middle path), so in Buddhism, they don't think so. Let's be clear. The continuous state of mental inheritance will continue in the next life and the next. This state of affairs will have a major impact on reincarnation. Along with good causes and good effects, bad causes and bad causes and bad effects...
Therefore, it is hoped that people will learn Buddhist wisdom firmly, do good deeds, and perform acts of mercy and altruism while breaking through ignorance and distress without accumulating bad acts while being controlled by ignorance and worry.
I know that by all means, I hope you can live, survive, and even while fighting illness, take this opportunity to learn Buddhism firmly, and by all means, try to do good deeds as much as possible while keeping your state of mind clean, and if possible, strive for acts of mercy and altruism. up to this point due to the character limit...
Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho