I want to start over with a life I deserved

How are injuries actually going around?
Will past escapes lead to that, leading up to the present? If there are things I could have done without effort, and even if there are things I should have done at that time, I can only do it now.
I'll just do what I can now. That's enough. There's no point in comparing yourself to people. Why don't you just do what you can?

Do something that makes someone happy with what you have.
There's no point in darkening someone with what you have.
Are you
Do you see that what you have is darkening you too? ('-omega- `)
No matter what happened until yesterday.
What can we do today and now?
Act before you hesitate.
Changing jobs doesn't mean changing positions.
Please look at the chair, desk, and the work you are going to do today on that chair, desk, and site with the stance of “being useful to someone with what you have.”
There are three types of happiness.
Something you can get yourself.
Something you get from people.
The happiness you get from being someone yourself.

No matter what mistakes you've made up until now,
If I do well now,
That past feeds the future.

Think of it as an apprenticeship until now.

Water is beautiful, isn't it? Why is it so beautiful??? That's because it's flowing. It said it was smooth.

Water that comes out when you twist the faucet and the jar comes out. It seems like the same water has been flowing out all the time; in reality, it's all different water. Another stream of water is flowing every second. “The flowing river is constant, and it's not the original water. The song that floats in the puddle is a trial that goes away, connects, and stays for a long time.” It doesn't stop and it keeps changing, so everything is impermanent, so it's beautiful.

Sakana-kun will be happy too. It's good to be. because everything is impermanent. That's because the world is like that. That's because the Buddha said that.

So how can we be saved? I'll just flush the water. pride? That stuff is garbage thrown into the drain. It causes the flow of water to be blocked. The important thing is the opposite.

Every existence has a cause. There is no such thing as an existence without cause. It's the same for me. Sakana-kun is the same. Every person lives in a web of cause and effect. We are part of a web of cause and effect.

So the truth is, if you want to take care of yourself, the “only” way is to cherish the other networks connected to you. If you value the causes that lead to you, you can cherish yourself, which is one of the consequences. Simple story, right? Just do that simple thing.

I just got a phone call. The other day, my granddaughter messed up the print of my annual schedule from a nearby temple and asked me to send another one, and they delivered it to me. Then I was away, so I put it in the mailbox. So, here's a thank-you call. It made me feel a little bit radiant. The temple nearby is happy, and so am I. That's all.

By taking care of each and every one of those daily lives, you will surely be saved little by little. This is because there are bad self-worth in the world, and there are also good self-worth.