ANESTHESIOlogist
The main task of an anesthesiologist is to eliminate “body aches.”
A monk's main job is to get rid of “heartache.”
A job that is close to patients.
A job that is close to those seeking salvation.
Pretty much the same thing.
If we can cooperate with each other, wouldn't we be able to save even more people?
But for some reason, I feel a very high “wall” right now.
I feel like it exists as a “world of only one or the other.”
I want to get rid of such a “biased world” and “meaningless walls.”
“Everyone is welcome!” While inviting people, they probably have a “dividing wall” within each other?
It's cramped.
It's stifling.
It's not open at all.
It's closed.
Is this “wall” something that won't go away for a long time to come?
If that's the case, wouldn't “vihara activities” spread easily?
This is over here, over there.
I don't think that's a good state.
If I were to say “joy, anger, sorrow,” this is not “anger” for me, but “sorrow.”
If this is the case, it seems like there will be no point in me being here.
What is the spirit of helping each other...?
“I want to help”
Is this also the “affliction” of “greed”?
It's been a month since I came here at Hasunoha.
I'm wondering if I should leave.
hasunoha is such a cozy and wonderful place.
But what...
I can't put it into words very well, but...
I'm at a loss...
Would it be easier to disappear...
