I'm thinking of committing suicide (please answer as soon as possible)

I read it.
You've never been abandoned, and your parents probably just became emotional and acted like that. That's a trivial misunderstanding, and I'm not right.
You are being protected by so many people even when you don't notice it. And I'm on my way to being nourished.
You really matter, and you can continue to grow.
You may be filled with a sense of hopelessness or abandonment right now, but please take a few slow breaths first. Then take a look up at the sky that is now spreading above your eyes. Isn't there a lot of sunshine shining on you there? Or aren't the slowly flowing clouds watching you? Aren't they trying to teach you something?
Please take a moment to calm your mind and take a look at the scene.
I think what you're having is really painful and painful. If you feel that way, for example, please take your time and talk about it here. Also, please take a breath and look back at your precious self.

That's because you are always and everywhere accepted and protected by Shinto and Buddha, your ancestors, and many people and things. Please take good care of yourself like that.
You will surely have a wonderful and prosperous future and every day ahead of you.

I sincerely pray for your healthy growth and a prosperous future.
Please let me hear your feelings again.
I'm always waiting for you all the time.

How about it? First of all, please take a rest at least a little. Also, please let me know any questions or thoughts you have.
You're an important person, aren't you?

I read it.

They are parents who don't understand your feelings or feelings at all.
It makes me sad.
Even though he's the most trustworthy adult in the world.

But maybe that doesn't apply to everything.
I don't want to write about denying my parents, but...

I don't know what part of your personality is that bad, but you've probably been forced to persevere quite a bit until now.

Denial, Denial, Denial.
You've probably been denied your personality the whole time.
I have lived in such an environment.

That's why they don't like themselves, and they engage in acts that hurt themselves.
It's not you, the adults around you are at fault.
Why do girls in the third year of middle school have to think about the other world.

I don't understand what part of you is wrong about your personality when you say that you leave words of gratitude even though you have been hurt both mentally and physically.
Originally, I'm not someone to be denied.

If you keep living like this, there will be people who will find your wonderful parts.
There is probably nothing but hopelessness right now, but if you live naturally until you pass away from this world, you can encounter things that you think were good.
The Buddha envelops even heathen people.

You won't know if you can attain Buddhism until you go there.
If you commit suicide, everything will go away, and I don't know that either.

If you are uneasy about being abandoned, go see the Buddha in this world.
If you take a look at your face, please take a look.

Even if you don't go all the way to the other world, Buddha can save people who are alive.

You care about your surroundings, and that's probably why you don't want to be exhausted.
I hope you can live in a boring world and attain Buddhism

Mayu-sama

It looks like they've been cornered quite a bit...

Please don't blame yourself in a self-deprecating manner.

You are not responsible for everything.

By somehow changing the causal relationship (cause and condition) that you are currently suffering from according to Buddhism, you will want to move your life in a good direction and towards happiness.

I would like you to rely on Hasnoha.

Anyway, let's keep talking until we feel comfortable.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

I want to die... well, it makes me want to die.
That was the case for me too.
At times like that, no matter what you do, it backfires, and it makes me extra sad, doesn't it?
There was no one who understood, and it was painful for me too.
I don't know if it's useful, but the content of the word I want to die can probably be changed to something like I want to have more fun, want to be easier, or want to be happier.
I remember when I wanted to die, I thought it was dangerous, and when I drank alcohol, I vomited blood and shuddered. I was suddenly upset, and I recovered using anger as energy. It's okay to get angry. There are just so many strange things.
If you're interested, there are ways to make your life easier, so it's a good idea to look for something like that.
It's painful because the heart is on a negative thought pedal without knowing it.
“I'm no good”
“I wonder if even my parents disliked me”
“You can't be saved anyway”
“No matter what, this bozu too”
“Anyway, no, I can't do it (3D)”

It's painful no matter how much you think about the mind when the energy of the thoughts and thoughts you think about is negative. The more I think about it, the more negative energy dissolves my mind.

You can also change the feeling that you want to die.
Even with friends, people they've liked until now suddenly feel like bad guys, and people they don't like suddenly feel like nice people, right?
Actually, apart from that person, that person is not a bad person or a good person, and in reality, “my own way of thinking” treats them badly. It's just that negative paint has been applied to it.
If you have a hard time, you can call us, so feel free to talk about anything.
In my own way, I can tell you my own story about how I was saved.
There are times when even people who once wanted to die can recover and be a little help for someone. Buddhism really has that kind of power.
Every human being has hardships.
And, thankfully, there are plenty of ways to resolve that suffering in this world.
Maybe it's just that it just so happens that it's painful not to be able to get it.
If you don't mind, think I'll change the angle a little bit before I die.
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Is your personality the cause of your suffering?
Everyone has a different personality.
What kind of personality do you have?
Could you tell me more?
After that, the feeling of wanting to die is so painful that it makes me want to die.
Your purpose is not to die, but to escape from pain.
If that's the case, there may be other ways to escape the pain other than dying.
Let's search for it with the help of Hasunoha as well.

In the Jodo sect, it is said that if anyone takes Namu Amida Buddha (Namu Amida Butsu) and Nembutsu in their mouths and wishes to pass away (be born again) in the Pure Land of Paradise, that person can pass away in the Pure Land of Paradise with the power of Amida Buddha.
Namu Amida Buddha? When you can talk continuously,
Namu Ami Dabu Namu Ami Dabu Namu Ami Dabu Namu Ami Dabu
Please play at a fixed rhythm at any speed you like.
The loudness of the voice is sufficient if I can hear it in my own ears.
Reciting nembutsu etc. at a fixed rhythm can regulate the condition of serotonin nerves and prevent depression.
There is a possibility that the cause of suicidal thoughts is “depression.”
If suicidal thoughts continue for days, please consult with a medical institution, school counselor, public health nurse at the government office, or local public health center.
If you get hit on by your parents many times, there is a possibility of child abuse, so you can call “189.”

<まとめ>
Even if you commit suicide, you can pass away in paradise if you do nembutsu. Please don't worry.
However, suicidal thoughts may be caused by “depression.”