I did something I shouldn't have done

I don't know what I've done, but no matter what mistakes I make, people can start over from where they notice them.
If you're touching on legal matters, you may need to make amends.
But if that's not the case, you should sincerely apologize.
In Buddhism, there is a way to be saved. It's about learning it and putting it into practice.
I would like you to learn Zen by all means.

Good evening.

I can't go into details,
It's a painful feeling, isn't it?
Thank you so much for saying this with hasunoha without holding it.

If you let go of something, the environment will change.
If you change the way you look at it, the world you see will also change.

Everything is impermanent.
Continuing for 10 or 20 years is quite difficult.

There may be times when you think with momentary emotions,
It's also important to keep calm and think.

It's fine.
You can't change the “fact of what you did,”
You can change your “way of thinking” about that.
If it's to a certain extent, you can get it back.
Let's start by eliminating your suffering.
This site doesn't know your identity, and nobody wants to know.
Monks also have a duty of confidentiality.
Your secrets are kept. Even if it's a police issue, we won't report it.
The first thing to do is tell someone what you've done.
They don't know who you are, and they can't know who you are.
Of these, it would be better if the person who reveals it isn't someone around you.
Please repent if it helps a nearby temple or us monks.
In Buddhism, it is written as repentance and read as sange.
I've also caused a lot of trouble to people.
What is important is the future of life rather than suffering from remorse.
In order to take that step, please first stop blaming yourself and suffer, and reveal your heart even a little bit. I'm worried because I haven't heard from you. I look forward to hearing from you.

To everyone

I don't know what happened, but as I can imagine, against my will, they probably did something serious. But it may have been a bit lacking in attention, but it's force majeure because not everyone dared to do that. “I don't want to live anymore.” I understand that feeling, but “is there no choice but to die?” There is absolutely no such thing.
As people live, the feeling of regret and the feeling of reflecting on it and repenting (repenting) is important.
As I read the sentences, everyone seems to be reflecting enough, so I cherish that feeling, and I don't know whether to apologize or apologize, but I really hope that they will choose to “live.”

I read your question

You can't change what you've done; it's in the past; there's nothing you can do about it.
However, when you made that mistake, you realized two things.

One is that I did something I “shouldn't have done”
Two means “this wouldn't have happened if I had checked it properly”

If you are so deeply sorry and remorseful, you will never make the same mistake again.

The rest depends on what was done, but if it's about apologizing to someone or something to someone, it's decided what to do.
“It's about reflecting deeply, facing it sincerely, and bowing your head.”

Since I don't understand the content, I'm sorry that my predictions were off to a certain extent.

We all have times when it's hard and pathetic to live, and so do I. It's all very painful
Speaking of not having thought about dying, that's not the case, but there are no people who say they have no choice but to die.
No matter what kind of villain you are, there is no choice but to die. That's because it's too painful to keep living and carrying on the work.

So if you think you've done something really ridiculous, please respond sincerely and keep carrying on the work; that is everyone's responsibility.