I had a hard time too, but those are the only people who should be saved.
You were able to honestly face your feelings.
On the surface, you're a horror girl, but deep down, you're a chaser looking for answers.
What is the essence of what you are doing?
I feel that the reason you like horror movies is probably because you are trying to overcome your own “fears.” Learn from your own psychological structure and find answers as you try to overcome life crises, death, and fear of horrible things.
“You're going to transcend something, change something”
But honestly, there's no salvation in horror. This is because for the most part, everyone dies, and it's a scenario where you survive by harming your opponent.
If it were drawn with a Buddhist approach, it would be to remove the cause of Jason (your) suffering and turn the 13th into Hanakin, but it's not horror.
Horror is simply synonymous with you.
What you need most is to restore yourself, affirm yourself, raise your self-esteem, and love yourself. By forgiving my painful past and myself who is currently developing, and forgiving people who were developing in the past, my feelings subside. Every human being is developing.
For people who have been oppressed, watching people being oppressed is a pleasure.
Scenes where bullies bullies bully weak people are often depicted in anime, etc.
“Ahahaha - scream more!”
The spotlight will be on Japan in the future, but the bullies are mentally ill. When I was a child, I sometimes had that kind of situation at home.
The solution is not to hate and oppress the parent or partner who has oppressed you,
It's about sublimating this limited human life, which really dies so easily, as how important it seems, and how much it has the highest value.
To love yourself and your past, you must confront the horror you fear most. You probably know that
Isn't it a “vengeful ghost called evaluation from one's parents or others”?
P.S., understanding the feelings of bereaved families who have been victims of bizarre murders is an important feeling we must have as human beings. It's also an inappropriate expression in terms of human rights, so it would be better if it were revised.
