What should I do when I have a lot to hold: I'm a

I'm a college student now, and I have a lot of things, I don't know what to do, and I want to throw them out every day.

In club activities, I have to manage a tournament that my university is supposed to host this year, and even when I think about what and how to do well, I don't understand, and in the end, I can't do anything and I feel like time has passed. Furthermore, it overlaps with that, there are tests, there are part-time jobs, and it seems like it's going to explode.

When it comes to part-time work, I have 2 times, but both of them are halfway through and I can't stop right away.
Exams are also coming up.

I know very well that it's all because of my indecisiveness that I've gotten myself into so many things.
If I wanted to stop, I should have stopped, but it's my fault that I haven't stopped.
But I can't honestly talk to anyone because of my personality.
If possible, I'd like to make it easier by throwing away all my club activities and part-time jobs.
It's painful. What should I do my best to live at a time like this?

I'm sorry for the long, unorganized sentence.

3 Zen Responses

　If you're greedy for that or this, it's going to be tough in the end. It wasn't until then that I realized my own foolishness. You've just noticed it, so let's quickly declutter and organize traffic.
I took on this tournament because I didn't know how to prepare for it, so I'll bow my head and have someone do it, or if that's not possible, let's ask them to set up a plan for how to do it.
It's impossible to do club activities with 2 part-time jobs. If it's financially difficult, just part-time work; if not, club activities. You'll lose your credibility, but it's nothing if you don't study your duty.
Everything is due to not doing it properly and in a planned manner, so “it's irresponsible to stop now!” Even when they say, “I'm really sorry. “I was irresponsible for everything,” I bowed my head firmly and reset my life. If it continues like this, it will be tournament → dangerous, part-time job, club activity → half-hearted, tough, study → put off.
Now might be your chance. Let's drop off our luggage.