You can't be happy unless you're beautiful, so what should you do about being clumsy
I hate my face and it's irresistible. The forehead is wide, the eyes are narrow, and the nose is low, and it doesn't change even if there are no products and makeup does not change (only people with good roots change with makeup)
Because of that, people have always hated me. Once upon a time, I was told by someone I liked, “I have a good personality, but I'm not good with my face.”
I couldn't get a job at the manufacturer I wanted to get a job at, and now I don't like customer service that doesn't suit me at all. The customers are cold to me because they don't want to be treated ugly either. (Isn't disgust showing in their attitude? You may be told, but why does your colleague get that person so angry? (It makes me wonder, so I don't think it shows up in the attitude)
They couldn't even have a relationship, and all matchmaking was turned down before they met in pictures, and they were all alone until this year. I was hopeless when my matchmaker told me that men place importance on appearance. People can't see what's inside unless they're beautiful first.
Since parents are on bad terms and there are no siblings, it is almost certain that people will die alone in the future.
Every day I curse my parents in my heart as to why they didn't give birth to a beautiful woman. If you were beautiful, you wouldn't have to go through any trouble.
There are people who say it's hard being beautiful, but that's absolutely false. Don't talk about how difficult it is for people to come over and choose, and the pain of not having anyone stop by, I think they'll die.
I feel like everyone is laughing at me in the shadows anymore. I want to die. Why was she born like this? There is no need for clumsy things in this world where you have to live by giving away the remnants of beautiful women for the rest of your life. I don't want to walk around town; I want to live in a secluded lifestyle.
How would a monk answer the question of whether there is any point in living in such a clumsy way?
It's disappointing if it's a boring idealism that says it's wonderful to just be around because it's not a human face and there are things you should work hard for.
